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According to Eckhart Tolle, when someone says he doesn't know who he is, Tolle offers his congratulations, because the "person" is no longer identified with his own ego, or an illusory sense of self. In fact, Tolle suggests that in meditation, a good mantra as you watch your thoughts float by, is to ask yourself "Who am I?" and go deeper, beyond your thoughts, to try to locate who or what is watching. Or, for that matter, where in the body are "You." Can you single out a location—as you sense something in your leg, are you your brain? I discovered that abruptly confronting these ideas, and dropping the personality, without help or unexpectedly, can be a shock to the system. During the summer of 2008, I had to drop my tech writing identity as Professor PowerPoint when my "career identity" began to evaporate, relinquished an identity as my girlfriend's boyfriend/protector (emulating my father), and stopped seeing myself as a secure individual who worked and had savings, and essentially as someone who thought he knew what he was "doing." As none of these identities or roles seemed to work, it isolated me more and more from the people with whom I'd been connected within these roles. Looking back, I think that like a snake, I was shedding the role of technologist, and knew it was no longer relevant or comfortable for me, and it scared me to death. Who was I? I tested out some other identities; I took a trip to Kauai and found that, "wherever I went, there 'I' was"… Although the surroundings were beautiful and again comforting, and I stayed with wonderful friends, I felt alone, and isolated. So what was happening? I sought out therapy and discovered the depth of the various layers of my personality, and in many cases their roots. (More)
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Like many people, for most of my life I've equated who I am with what goes on between my ears. Then I began reading the work of Eckhart Tolle and others and became aware that much of what passes for thought is counterproductive and automatic, and frequently negative. As I've tried to "make sense" of my experience I've come to realize more and more that "who" I have assumed was "me" was really the result of a jumble of thoughts, emotions, sensations and experiences that are always changing—so who am I? In fact, Eckhart Tolle suggests using this phrase as a mantra during meditation to attempt to locate the one indivisible "I" inside oneself that one believes that one is—to discover literally that there is no one or nothing there. It can be a hard notion to get one's head around—because one's head doesn't want to believe it. Again, many people identify themselves with their minds or the activity of their brain, so I've become very interested in the science behind what we often call consciousness. With my own background in philosophy, and specifically phenomenology, I received a first jolt in college from a different perspective—that being is prior to identity—the converse of Descartes "I think therefore I am"—which Eckhart Tolle also disputes as putting the cart before the horse. Not surprisingly the very branch of philosophy that fascinated me runs counter to conventional science, and my teacher was denied tenure for running afoul the norm in academia – logical positivism. This philosophy only discusses what it can know for certain – I said, "good luck with that." (More)
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I had lunch with a woman whom I hired to edit my writing and to let me know if it made any sense. Among her other criteria was the notion of consistency, and she pointed out that I had seemingly haphazardly referred to life sometimes in Upper Case (Capitalized) as Life, and more often as it is normally spelled, as "life."
My first response was to think about how I might fix this problem with a global search and replace, thereby rendering my work consistent. But when I reflected on my intention in capitalizing Life in some circumstances, and then when I began to try to explain it her, I decided that this apparent distinction was at the very heart of what I want to convey. Along these lines, Eckhart Tolle describes his "awakening"; in the throes of deep depression and anxiety and considering suicide, he had the thought "I can't stand my life." He parsed the words and considered the notion of who the "I" might be that couldn't stand his "life", and realized that there wasn't just one of him—the self, but rather another faculty that was making judgments among a host of conditioned "selves". His subsequent work is really about the realization that the separate "life" he was judging and hating was an identification with this judgmental intellectual part, but that that wasn't "Life". It is a misconception that leads to suffering. (More)
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It is the core principle of this blog, and the main theme of the book I am completing, that computer software represents something completely new in human evolution, and is in fact a pointer to the true nature of both our species, and reality. I first became fascinated with software when I needed a job in L.A. and got training in one of the first and most powerful dedicated word processors, the IBM System 6, at a law firm. The manager handed me a series of six large floppy disks, showed me how to load them into the console, and walked away. Several nights later, after completing the tutorial s on the disks, the machine had "trained me." So what is the software itself? Certainly not the floppy disks which I used to learn System 6, nor the DVDs we currently use. It's not even the arcane progression of bizarre coded sentences that programmers write to get the results they want when the software "runs". Nor is it the series of zeroes and ones that the code is compiled into to make it work within the chips and circuits of the machine in which the magic happens – Software is the first humanly created evidence of Intelligent Energy. The mental intentions of a (team of) programmers manifests through the code and exchanges information, energy, or mental vibrations with the user and the environment. (More)
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Biomimicry-Engineering/Nature Burr=Velcro
Hofstadter, in his book I Am a Strange Loop, takes issue with futurists like Ray Kurzweil who believe that our artificial intelligence will naturally evolve according to Moore's law and inexorably lead to a conscious (Turing) machine with fully natural (human) qualities, indistinguishable from another (real) person. To me the inevitably fallacy of any concept of "living" artificial intelligence comes as the result of realizing that although the computer metaphor for consciousness as software is perfect—we are running software (loopy programs that manifest a Mind that cannot be described completely in language)—in Nature this software represents a scale of intelligence far beyond our own. And what is a metaphor or analogy anyway—a pointer to Truth. As an example, in nature, our limited conception of the universe is as infinite. We also know that a sequence of numbers is infinite and yet the largest actual numbers are still inaccessible to our limited minds—and even our supercomputers. On the other hand, in Nature the Fibonacci sequence manifests imperfectly but potentially infinitely in living forms: 
http://www.mathacademy.com/pr/prime/articles/fibonac/fibonac_8.gif (More - Biomimicry - how Engineering can imitate Nature)
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(http://www.mathacademy.com/pr/prime/articles/fibonac/fibonac_9.gif) I have long been fascinated by math but I reached a precipice in school when I ran up against Calculus; I once asked my teacher if he could explain by example what in nature represents "the function of a number"—I was desperate, I said, because I could see the application of geometry and algebra, in which I excelled, but not calculus. He looked at me disdainfully and said simply, "no." That's when I switched to Liberal Arts. Ironically, my current fascination with computers is the result of their "living" functions—software—which are mathematical algorithms that perform tasks—they are active verbs – and of course the hardware/software relationship has been used as a powerful metaphor for the mind and brain. But is it merely a metaphor or analogy? That is the essential issue of this post and the entire blog… (More)
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p> One of the issues that has come up in my musings about technology is whether a computer can ever become "human" and what it would take. The was the foundation of the so-called "Turing Machine" speculated about by Alan Turing in 1936 where he wondered whether a machine that manipulated data could perform at a level where a human who interacted with it could not tell it was a machine. More recently in a piece I wrote on "Thoughts on IBM v. Jeopardy" I contended that being able to manipulate information at a spectacular speed doesn't make you human. I would suggest that most people when confronted with this issue would say something like: to be human is to "have a sense of self" – to know oneself as separate and have an identity. More
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Let me start with an admission: I talk to myself. Out loud. I've done it to goad myself, motivate myself and too often to criticize myself, and if I'm not careful, people can catch me doing it out in public. I've lived alone for most of my life and I'm an only child, but the question has come up, who is speaking to whom? In Incognito: The Secret Lives of the Brain, neuroscientist David Eagleman uses this very example to raise a common question: who or what exactly is the "self" that one is always referring to? When I talk to my "self", which self is speaking and which is listening? In one of his videos Eckhart Tolle suggests that during meditation one follow any train of thought down the path of "Who Am I?" as a mantra, going deeper and deeper to try to locate who the "I" may be when we refer to the self during speech or thought. Similarly the leader of my Eckhart Tolle group, Michael Jeffreys, has suggested that we literally scan our bodies to try to identify a specific location where this "I" resides. When first confronted with this issue I suggested it may be in the prefrontal cortex of the brain, which indeed neuroscientists consider the "Executive" area which seems to have some control over which of the many "selves" are active at any one time. But Eagleman, a neuroscientist of some renown who recently appeared on Jon Stewart, doesn't locate a single physical area of the brain that is "in charge." On the contrary, most of his book compares the various areas of the brain and their "subroutines" (patterns of conditioned behavior) to political parties that ultimately lead to behavior based on conflict and compromise. And the prefrontal cortex, which can give attention to a habit (overeating for example) and ultimately put a gap between a thought and an execution by observing thoughts effectively enough to intercept them (mindfulness), but Eagleman writes: "But we do not find parts of the brain that is not itself driven by other parts of the network. Instead every part of the brain is densely connected with—and driven by—other brain parts. And that suggests that no part is independent and therefore 'free.'" (Page 166) (More)
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I've noted in the past that I've gained a lot from reading Eckhart Tolle and more recently participating in Michael Jeffreys' group studying his work. Among many benefits was the realization that I am hardly alone in feeling that "something is off" in the current culture. It's interesting that many are focused on what might occur this Friday, which is the calendar date of 11-11-11 – numerologically interesting and of course also Veterans Day. Combined with the recent Wall Street protests there are worldwide meditations planned. For many of us the first hint of things changing may well have been 9-11-2001, when our feelings of safety and tranquility were abruptly shattered by the realization that we were vulnerable in ways we'd never imagined. Seven years later, the financial meltdown and some personal issues made me particularly anxious. It has only been recently, as a result of a great deal of thinking, working and experimenting with new concepts that I have begun to embrace a sense of "not knowing" and being comfortable with it. Before, the sense of impending doom and lack of control had contributed to my anxiety about the future, and I found that the first step to regulating my emotions and thoughts was a process of deep self observation. I now feel that it might be helpful to others to describe certain aspects of my process. One of the things I discovered with some help was that there wasn't just one of me—as Pink Floyd said, "there's someone in my head and it's not me." This line is quoted in the beginning of a fascinating book by neuroscientist David Eagleman – Incognito: The Secret Lives of the Brain. More
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A few weeks ago, while searching for another book in the shelves of my local library, I serendipitously noticed a book with an intriguing, presumptuous title: The God Theory, by astrophysicist Bernard Haish. Since I've come to believe in opening up to my intuitive faculties I first looked quickly at the book and then began reading, noting to my surprise that the author's intention was very similar to my own, on this blog and in the book I am expecting to publish based on these ideas. What really appeals to me about Haish's perspective is that he addresses the false dichotomy between spirituality and science, and directly goes after the scientific preconceptions about what is and is not "scientific"—opening his own view on reality to anything and everything. He directly addresses the current scientific bias against anything that smacks of mysticism, pointing out that many physicists including Einstein expressed ideas that resonate with Eastern philosophy. He goes on to take on the other false polarity of evolution versus fundamentalism or Intelligent Design by expanding the notion of what God may be beyond the material, and ultimately beyond our own ability to comprehend or conceptualize nature in the absolute sense. He writes, for example, "I suggest that the evolution of living things may occur through a combination of strictly physical, deterministic processes, and a nonphysical tendency toward order and information." For Haish, and for me, this opens up the Pandora's box that material science refuses to address, but that we both sense is an inevitable area for both inquiry and hopefully discovery: mind or consciousness. Haish has the courage to deal directly with a possibility that few scientists, much less physicists, would risk their careers on—that "there exist realms of reality beyond the presently known particles and forces of modern physics"—a profoundly mystical concept that he embraces to open the door to a speculative inquiry into what these realms may represent. (More)
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When I was in the second grade my mother packed me up one afternoon and took me to the public library. There she turned to me and said, I don't care what you pick out, but choose three books and begin reading. I remember wandering among the shelves, finding some items with pictures and large print, and beginning a lifelong odyssey to learn from written words. This discipline has served me well in many ways, but as information has exploded through the course of my life, and now is ubiquitous online, I have begun to sense that my own love affair with "learning" or "knowledge" is a double edged sword. First you can never know enough, especially today when information is exploding. Second, the written word is a poor substitute if it completely replaces the actual connection between people and nature. So it was a little less than a year ago, after reading Eckhart Tolle, whose work made me acutely aware of the limitations of listening only to what seemed to be the various voices in my head, that I went on Meetup.com, looking for others who may have faced some of the same obstacles in relation to the "real world" that I had encountered; namely an uneasy feeling that something was "off" and that our view of "life as we know it", both in its day to day survival mode and in the way we conceptualize it scientifically, was wrong. Not surprisingly I felt somewhat alienated and there weren't a lot of people with whom I could discuss these issues; and talking about politics, sports, movies and even technology was getting wearying. With my interest in Eckhart Tolle, I found Michael Jeffreys' group studying his work on Meetup, and suddenly I was in a Community of people, some of whom were struggling with issues I was facing, and others who were merely interested in the ideas of someone who saw life differently. What initially attracted me to the group as much as anything was its apparent "structure" – we were purportedly reading and discussing Tolle's book, A New Earth, one chapter per month. I had avoided other similar groups that merely watched videos and sat silently. Especially at that time, it was important for me to be able discuss these ideas with others. What I soon discovered in the group setting was that I felt so at home and comfortable. The leader, Michael Jeffreys, was more of a host, who welcomed our comments and I soon found myself laughing about some of the ways I had taken myself and my own ideas so seriously—I was opening up to a new way relating to myself, and to life. As the year went on and I attended more meetings, I also followed Michael on Facebook, along with some other "coaches" I had encountered, like my friend Freeman Michaels. Suddenly I was encountering different but powerful expressions of some of the ideas that had captured my attention from other very profound thinkers and speakers. Then I found that many of them would be attending a conference in San Rafael in October—the Science and Nonduality Conference which just concluded. I had watched videos of several of the speakers on the Internet, and as I had with my original interest in technology, I sought out the SAND conference and got excited about hearing them speak in person over a single weekend. But for various reasons I could not attend. Instead I went to a local event by one of the speakers, Matt Kahn, who like many of the others, emphasizes the power of attending to one's actual experience of life over being able to understand it intellectually. The science of nonduality, as I understand it and as conveyed by teachers like Michael and Matt, actually points to the limitations of our conscious mind as it struggles to control life, and opens the way to an easing of internal tension as one trusts a different level of belief which is accessible through sensation and feeling. This was one of the inherent contradictions I have found in trying to "study" life and consciousness—and it was brought home to me dramatically when I was a teacher of technology. At one of the venues where I taught Microsoft Office, instructors would gather each evening in the Instructor Lounge after a long day in the classroom and discuss their latest work and projects; inevitably it became a game of competition and one upsmanship as one tried to top the other in terms of what he or she (mostly he) knew about the latest programs. While the SAND conference might have had little or none of this dynamic, my current inclination was more to a community experience of these ideas rather than a series of lectures, although these speakers have influenced my own growth dramatically with their presentations. Here are some of the other SAND participants whom I've encountered either directly or online, whose work I find particularly insightful. Bentinho Massaro – is a 23 year old clear thinker and communicator who has an uncanny ability to take one past the "dueling concepts" in one's thinking mind to what seems to be their source—and point to a level of peace that I find very calming. Scott Kiloby – is a teacher and writer whose dialogs online I found very enlightening. Like the others, the basic teaching seems very simple: "Take a moment to rest in presence. Let everything be as it is." Jeff Foster – is another speaker whose videos exude a depth and clarity that I love. He has a unique approach to locating or perhaps dislocating the underlying "self" that can cause confusion for many. Peter Russell – is a well known writer who I find effective in his ability to do what the SAND conference generally promises—bring the insight of science to issue of mind and consciousness. Rupert Spira – is another eloquent speaker, based nearby in Temecula, whose insight points the intellect past itself and makes the listener inwardly quietly aware of a nature beyond thought. These are only five of the participants whose work and sessions and SAND I would recommend from a personal perspective; the others are no less brilliant and if any of the ideas in this blog resonate with you, I suggest you look at the the Science and Nonduality Conference web site for more information and perhaps attend a future event. Michael Jeffreys also has a longer list of resources and teachers on his web site. For an in depth interview and a copy of the list, click this link. For myself, I am involved in my own inquiries and really seek a balance between the continuing "search" for any belief or truth, and the experience of just allowing myself to experience the myriad of ways life is unfolding for me, instead of trying to grasp and understand it from an intellectual or scientific perspective. To some this may sound like a passive withdrawal, but in actuality, as Matt Kahn pointed out so effectively over the weekend, putting one's attention on the energies of life, rather than on one's own "problems" is an active practice, but one that can truly lead to clarity and peace. And finally, we need other people. The library can only take you so far. Ultimately you need a community too.
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One of the earliest insights I had when reading Eckhart Tolle and more specifically, participating in Michael Jeffreys' group studying his work, was the distinction made about the content and structure of our thoughts. Much of Tolle's work centers on first recognizing the overwhelming impact of our "thinking machine"—how we seem to be at the mercy of every thought that arises. After this recognition takes hold, and we begin to notice how our thoughts can run (and sometimes ruin) our lives, a bit of space is created between whatever "we" are (our being) and the thoughts we are perpetually thinking and often reacting to. At the next level is the awareness that there is what we think (content), and how we think (structure), and as we disengage periodically from identifying with our thoughts, we begin to see patterns emerge. Many of our habitual thoughts are about "problems" and "solutions"—and these problems happen to a person, the thinker, who identifies so strongly with the possible consequences that a state of anxiety can develop if there is no space allowed between what or who is thinking, and those thoughts. For many of us this is a common state, one Michael Jeffreys calls "worry addiction" – and of course the extent to which our outside circumstances reflect and confirm this state can lead to endless loops of anxiety. (More)
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So many beliefs in our culture are beginning to shift; I believe that is at the heart of the current protests both in the Middle East and on Wall Street. Here in the U.S. it’s a matter of values—do we worship balance sheets or human needs? Our predisposition toward one value or another is sometimes called a “meme.” Wikipedia defines a Meme as "an idea, behavior or style that spreads from person to person within a culture." One huge meme that was the basis of our democracy was that individual had the right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness, regardless of what a monarch decreed or wanted. People had a right to self determination. Of course on a more mundane level a meme would be that the iPad is cool but Microsoft’s old tablet PCs, which came out several years earlier, just weren’t. A lot of that meme’s acceptance was the result of the design of the iPad, and the WiFi infrastructure and number of Apps to support it. In a comparison to computers, a major meme like Democracy might be seen as installing a “new operating system” – one that was first downloaded during our American Revolution and later adopted in Europe and spread to various places around the globe. (More)
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We've discovered the correlation between the software that operates in our cells (DNA) and the software we create for computers—it turns out that they work the same way. So the question becomes: must there be a programmer? This comes down to an understanding of the limitations of considering life only "as we know it"—and what exactly do we "know" and what do we merely believe? In philosophy the fierce dualistic battle wages between Secularists or Science-- and proponents of "Intelligent Design"; the problem with the latter is their conviction that they "know the Programmer." It's generally viewed as an either/or proposition. Barbara Forrest, a well known critic of Creationism who wants only conventional evolution taught in schools, she is professor of philosophy at Southeastern Louisiana University in Hammond, Louisiana. She is a critic of intelligent design and the Discovery Institute. She is a believer in Science with a capital "S". Interestingly she has the intention of making sense (meaning) out of the unquestioned existence of consciousness purely on the basis of a "naturalistic" concept of Evolution: She writes in Zygon, a Journal of Religion and Science, "Science undermines the certitude of non-naturalistic answers to the question of whether human life has meaning. I explore whether evolution can provide a naturalistic basis for existential meaning. Using the work of philosopher Daniel Dennett and scientist Ursula Goodenough, I argue that evolution is the locus of the possibility of meaning because it has produced intentionality, the matrix of consciousness. I conclude that the question of the meaning of human life is an existentialist one: existential meaning is a product of the individual and collective tasks human beings undertake." In other words, we're all that exists and if we did not exist, there would be no meaning in the universe. (More)
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Kabbalah "Tree of Life" Symbol
Tonight is the Jewish New Year, and I may or may not go to services. Many years ago during college, I decided to attend Yom Kippur services to please my father, and we were denied entry because we had not ordered tickets, and sent to a basement as "second class Jews." My father was incensed, and when he retired in La Jolla he told me that his synagogue was the beach, the ocean, and the sun. He had a very difficult life, and he attributed his survival to a faith in something higher. I have spent a great deal of my life seeking the same level of peace by searching for meaning—or something Higher—intellectually. Recently I investigated the mystical aspects of Judaism by attending some lectures on Kabbalah, and noticed a tremendous resonance between its teachings and the concepts of eastern religions and some modern belief systems that talk about a conscious awareness at the root of life that needs to be felt with the heart. This seems to be a common theme in ancient cultures. (The image above is the Kabbalah "Tree of Life" symbol) (More)
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Today a lot of people are suffering—studies suggest that one in nine Americans are “depressed.” And in fact many have lost their jobs and homes, and these are traumatic experiences that can shake anyone’s foundations. But I can speak from personal experience when I say that many of us are also the victims of a deeply conditioned set of beliefs that are now being challenged, and our suffering is not only the result of our actual circumstances, but rather conflicts within us about what the point of anything may be. Another study has shown that people in developed nations suffer from depression more than poor nations; some of this may be attributed to the fact that “advanced” nations have more of an infrastructure and interest in even analyzing such facts—and the time and resources to do it. But I believe that the crux of the matter (crux presumably being a word related to crucible) is related to the famous parable of Jesus that it is easier for a camel to get through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to achieve the Kingdom of Heaven. The reasons I am putting forth here are two: first those who are in advanced countries and not completely preoccupied with just surviving have developed an expectation of prosperity, which when threatened, leads to tremendous anxiety. In our country people who today have no job or home just a few years ago had both, plus all of the “things” that were supposed to bring them meaning—cars, boats, flat screen TVs, stereos, vacations, and so on. The second reason is that people in advanced countries and our own population in particular have been “educated”, or conditioned, into a reality that simply takes existence for granted—we seem to be here to consume and live without thinking much if at all about what the nature of Nature may be.
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Note: As you know I've been blogging concurrently with Singular City for some time. Now I am compiling my previous blogs into a new book--the tentative title is Intelligent Life: How Can the Meaning of Technology Transform Us? In order to generate direct feedback on these ideas and continue my work I've created a new blog on WordPress--"Intelligent Life". The new blog is not public just yet, but you're invited there to preview it, make comments and let me know what you think. For those of you who have supported my work here, for which I am very grateful, I will post lead-ins to my blog posts on WordPress that give you an insight into the main ideas--and then link a {more} button to the full blog. I will try to keep the material here fresh, while on WordPress some older blog entries might find their way online as well. This will allow me to continue a "mirror" blog here through Singular, but also to expand on my ideas in one central location at "Intelligent Life". Thanks again for those of you who read and comment. * * * We Can Copy and Paste Life--What Does It Mean? I've taught quite a few people how to embed a video into a web page or blog as means of creating compelling content for their social interactions online; in fact I've featured the process in webinars which drew upwards of 1000 attendees. The process is essentially is to copy and paste a block of "code" – a segment of computer instructions written in English – from a video hosting site like YouTube into the HTML panel for the destination page. HTML is the coding language of the Internet and instructs the web browser what to display on screen when a web page loads. Once the code for the page includes the proper syntax for the "" tag that points to the video, that video will display when the page loads. Here you can see a block of embed code from You Tube pasted into a post for Blogger, Google's blogging program—in the HTML tab—so that it will display in the blog page as shown on the right. 
Coincidentally a few weeks ago, Sixty Minutes did a segment in which they showed exactly the same process—used to revive extinct or endangered animals Essentially the DNA of the endangered species is "copied and pasted" into the egg of a host animal that is similar in type. The only difference from the YouTube embed code is that DNA is made up only of combinations and syntaxes represented by the letters ACTG, not the entire English language. {More}
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Here’s a logical extension of where we are headed with unbridled “free enterprise” capitalism, combined with computer technology: In a few decades, after Steve Jobs dies, Apple as the most powerful company on the planet no longer needs a CEO or board of directors – it is run entirely by artificial intelligence in computers. Most if not all of the workers are in third world countries working for minimum wage. It makes amazing profits – but there is no one to spend the money – no one to take vacations, send children to college, make love, read a poem or enjoy a sunset. It’s just technology accumulating more money and tabulating it in spreadsheets – some shareholders may be pleased, but the few remaining wealthy families will die of depression, because there will be no one left to envy them. On the other hand, if we use computers consciously we might be able to connect with some amazing higher energies—as suggested in this video. As I wrote last time— perhaps the Sun has feelings? It seems that there are energy patterns based on human emotions pervading our planet.
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The following is a fictional “article”—one wonders, however, if the fields of biophysics and astrophysics evolve at their present pace, whether it might not one day be true… CAMBRIDGE, ENGLAND, May 26, 2011 Editors at the prestigious scientific journal Insight made a startling discovery today, when two papers they were about to publish from divergent fields overlapped in their findings. Neuroscientists at UCLA had used Cranial Telemetry to measure brain waves of thoughts as they passed through synapses between neurons in the prefrontal cortex in the temporal lobe of the brain to a sensitivity never before attained, and come upon a wavelength in the electromagnetic spectrum never before discovered—a higher frequency and shorter wavelength than even gamma rays--and simulating light in its combined wave/particle structure.
The lead scientist had named the new waveform Prometheus wave radiation and published its frequency at far less than even gamma rays. Gamma rays have a (wavelength) nanometer of .01 and a frequency of 3 x 109 Hz; the new wave found in the brain was measured at 0.001 nm 8 x 1011 Hz.. What is even more startling is that at the same time that the Cranial Telemetry findings were submitted to Insight, astrophysicists at the M.S. Observatorio Nacional in Brazil used a refined version to create an ultra sensitive Gamma Ray Spectrometer, and discovered a new level of radiation on the Sun at the same wavelength and frequency: 0.001 nm 8 x 1011 Hz. They named their new discovery Copernican radiation and also submitted their findings to Insight, which is the only way that the connection became apparent.
While the lead scientists from the two disparate laboratories had not communicated, as they were in far different disciplines, the synchronicity of the two discoveries startled the editors at Insight and a conference is planned online to discuss the relative similarities and perhaps differences in the two waves. However, since the prefrontal cortex is the “executive” function of the brain, regulating emotion and thought, is it now fair to wonder, what is the Sun thinking (or feeling)?
After all, the Sun provides the executive function for our Solar System.
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Almost twenty years ago, when my mother passed away, I had occasion to do some transactions with various banks. Most were straightforward but one of the largest in California gave me a very hard time, and I determined not to do business with them again. Then recently another bank credit card had a limit on its cash back rewards which I reached, and at the same time the large bank advertised a friendly no limits reward policy. So I signed up. After my first two purchases I received a phone message with no identification from “Credit Card Services” asking me to call back. When I did they wouldn’t tell me which bank and said it was a “courtesy call.” I wanted to know who it was and called back, finally learning that it was the new credit card bank, not a surprise, and they said my account had been flagged for security. I asked for what purchases they needed a confirmation and they indicated a $20 grocery charge I had made that day. I suggested that if they continued to call me for every charge and didn’t identify themselves on the phone I would not be a customer, and the calls stopped. Then I finally had a cash reward available for $52.55 and wanted my cash. To get the cash sent online was a very complicated process and it had to be in $25 increments, meaning I could not get the full amount. So I called and was told that the reason for the $25 increment was simply their “policy”, which was repeated by an indifferent supervisor with no attempt to empathize or see my point of view. I understand their—obviously by withholding some money they keep me using the card. But at least make an attempt to see the customer’s perspective—not even the usual saccharine “we apologize for the inconvenience” from the supervisor. I chalked it up to business as usual until I got a Customer Service survey form in email. I thought, wow, maybe they really have some semblance of interest and I can comment on my experience. That’s when I saw this in the email: When you reach the login screen, please enter the following information: Your project ID is: y8234x Your login ID is: 9823456 Your password is: nrtfs (Information is changed in the above example) I mean really, what human would come up with a procedure like this for providing feedback, presumably to show a level of concern for the customer? Human life is complicated enough. But as motivated as I was to perhaps indicate to them how unfeeling and indifferent they had already been, this proved to me that they had no comprehension of just how inconsiderate this request is. This is just a small but meaningful example of the hoops that institutions put us through that make our lives so challenging today—because if we fail to comply with these “arbitrary policies” which are always for the institution’s benefit and not for ours, we know that we are in for a nightmare of bureaucratic red tape to straighten out the inevitable mess. What makes it even worse is to watch the commercials for these companies on TV, or God forbid, to read their mission statements. One would think that the needs of the customer and care and consideration would be uppermost in their priorities. We’re always “part of the family”, dysfunctional as that family might be. Give me a company that tells the truth. They didn’t invent the product to make our lives better and because they care—they are in it to make money. And that is of course the crux of the matter. Companies aren’t human because that is their real purpose, to increase the digits on a balance sheet. The fact that humans (more or less) set the policies that maximize profit is irrelevant; the reality is that corporations are an abstraction that exist for an abstract concept: profit. One can hear arguments that they do community work (for PR to increase profits) and provide jobs (which pay very little these days except for the exalted policy-makers)—and some of this might be mitigating factors if it weren’t for one thing. Technology. The example of the log in procedure, the unwanted phone calls and the televised offer of a user friendly credit card all point to the unlevel playing field between corporations and humans. Because of our humanity—we experience the fear that lack of compliance can engender and the overwhelming presence of their megalithic intrusion into our lives and find ourselves at the mercy of these figments of human imagination. The power struggle that looms, now that the Supreme Court has qualified them as “human” entities with rights, may well mirror or rival the intensity of the current conflicts in the Middle East. The central problem is the worship of money and the imbalance in power between these giant electronic entities and the humans that need to deal with them. If humans don’t wise up, things will get worse. Of course we can always fill in a customer satisfaction form – then everything will be ok.
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Lately I’ve been “wasting” a lot of time thinking about strange things. For example… DNA has been on Earth for 3.5 Billion years – within the first bacteria. Human software maybe for 60 (circa 1950 early mainframe computers). As we know from geneticist Juan Enriquez, among others, speaking at TED, both programs work on the same basis—change the Code and the output changes. Change the code in MS Word, the font changes. Change the code in DNA, the species characteristics change. If both are based on an intentional idea, perhaps we can put aside for a moment the idea that life began spontaneously in the oceans, and play with the notion that maybe DNA software was “downloaded” from somewhere, someone or something. I know it begs the question where did it ultimately originate – but we can certainly sense that it’s been running its Evolutionary “program” for a lot longer than we’ve been running Microsoft Word. When we consider how long we’ve been using technology, that span of time is dwarfed by almost everything even in the most recent era.  When we look at our civilization in comparison to the age of primates, everything human is pretty much flattened into a relative minute of time.  And, if we take a larger perspective than that even the entire span of human history becomes almost insignificant… Based on longevity alone one might surmise that a much Higher Intelligence has been “at work” on Earth for a span of time that is almost infinite in comparison to our own Science. One might ask if other cultures have been in closer touch with this intelligence. I would submit that the Egyptians, with their mathematically and astronomically precise pyramids and a philosophy that did not seem to distinguish between philosophy, science and religion, or spirit and matter, might have been so connected. This would be supported by renegade archeologists who claim that the Great Pyramid is an astronomical marker and observatory and that the source of Egyptian wisdom predates the pharaohs by centuries if not millennia. One of these archeologists puts the actual date of the Sphinx at 5000-8,000 years BC—altering our sense of the span of civilization significantly. The basis for this is the apparent presence of water erosion at the base which would have presumably been caused when the area was still fertile (not a desert). One might well speculate how a civilization that used a different set of symbols and deities to represent what we consider psychological and metaphysical concepts might have experienced life on earth—in many ways they could be considered to have been running an entirely different “operating system.” Of course even more “far out” theorists, starting with Erik von Daniken, author of Chariots of the Gods, have speculated that ancient monuments around the globe are evidence of visitations by extraterrestrials that might have altered the course of evolution with scientific wisdom (genetics) that we are only now discovering. These speculations have been derided by conventional science as unfounded – but if we consider that only 750 years ago everyone in the western world believed the world was flat and now we “know” that the universe is about 14 billion years old, we might wonder what else we don’t know. Von Daniken himself has been exposed as unscrupulous, making him almost a modern day Trickster, whose methods might be questionable but whose beliefs and theories seem eerily provocative. For example, if you think about the Bible as a historical account of humans without technology, and consider that perhaps beings with advanced technology were present, then the “chariots in the sky” of Ezekiel would suggest flying craft, while the concept of preserving species from extinction with an “Ark” might similarly suggest a genetic storage facility—like the seed banks that the government is now creating to store the genetic source of the earth’s food supply in case of disaster or war. Why are these issues so intriguing? We base so much of our beliefs on left brain science without questioning it. We take a lot of things for granted—starting with Existence. Where did a universe with billions of galaxies that is still expanding after 14 billion years come from? Is it an accident or a matter of chance? What would that even mean? One might ask if such knowledge is not as far beyond our comprehension as the difference between the span of time of our own species or civilization, and the span of time of life on Earth—or the age of the solar system or our own galaxy, the Milky Way? It is interesting to consider that our own software development in the computer field often refers to matters of “scale” –which are influenced by physical storage and computing power but also can be a function of programming acumen; in other words, new concepts like an algorithm can exponentially scale the power of a program to perform its task. In the case of genetic decoding itself, it wasn’t until we reached the capacity of a Supercomputer that storing all of the genetic information for an individual or a species (its Genome) was possible. So, are “primitive” cultures that “worship”, or relate directly with something Higher really so backward, compared to us, or do they have a relationship with a reality that we have lost, in spite of our magnificent scientific progress? What would it mean to have such a relationship with reality? Might it mean changing our own inner programming in some way, as to be able to literally connect with something much Higher and greater than ourselves? How would that be accomplished. Does meditation begin to open such channels? That’s what I sometimes meditate on when I have twenty minutes to spare.
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I was amazed as I watched the PBS Nova program about how IBM has built a computer named “Watson” to play against Jeopardy champions, starting tonight. The program followed advancements in artificial intelligence, competitions in chess, which is essentially entirely mathematical, and then the challenge of Jeopardy, where the “questions” are really answers and are filled with tricky language and idioms that are meaningful to humans but very difficult for a machine to “understand.” The program describes how the IBM programming team solved various stages of the problem getting Watson to be able to process greater and greater levels of nuance and meaning. Some of the issues involved having the machine be able to “hear” the incorrect answers of other contestants so it doesn’t repeat their mistakes, and learning a strategy for wagering on Final Jeopardy. The big realization is that the computer never really understands anything. Computer “gets” nuance by performing incredibly complex searches through data, and it plays chess by analyzing a greater set of probabilities mathematically than a human can, but in both cases, what is apparent from these incredible feats is not what it can do, but what it isn’t capable of remotely doing – which is living as a natural organic life form. While the human contestants on Jeopardy also have a huge processing unit in their brains, they are competing using their feelings, sensations and emotions, all of which are crystallized in their grasp of he language that represents reality in human terms. Watson is using this language entirely differently, but performing calculations and searches on words and never really “taking in” the meaning. To me, there are two aspects of this experience that are significant. First, the human achievement of simulating language and human understanding is incredible, rivaling perhaps going to the moon, building the Internet or decoding the genome. But Watson defeats its human competitors through brute data processing power and technology, reminding us in the process that our own logical mind is not the entirety of what we are—as authors like Eckhart Tolle point out to us when they suggest meditation to notice that our thoughts are only part of who or what we are. Actual organic life, of which we are a part, is a vibrant expression of sensation and feelings including love, compassion, and a myriad of other emotions, all of which the human Jeopardy contestants call upon to understand the questions in the contest. Their processing of the information is slower than Watson, but their grasp of the meaning is infinitely deeper. This should serve to remind us that what we are a part of, and what we take for granted as we worship at the altar of science and technology, is infinitely more complex and alive than the machines we create in our image. Neuroscience, biology and quantum physics are only beginning to penetrate the previously unknowable boundaries of what life is. In their hubris, scientists have suggested that they have created life by manufacturing DNA, but they have inserted the DNA into organic cells that were already energetic with whatever it is that animates ordinary matter as organic – call it spirit or what have you. Watson for all of its mathematical power doesn’t have it. Even the simplest life form does. My cat is connected to existence and the universe in a way Watson never will be. It understands a great deal of my behavior and possibly some of my language with its body, sense and perhaps intuition. When we examine the complexity of our DNA and see that it works on the same principles as a computer—capable of being decoded symbolically—it suggests at least to me that there is also an intelligence at work within the very nature of life. And perhaps our development of computers, programming software like that which “animates” Watson, is a resonance with whatever it is (spirit, mind, energy) that is behind existence itself. At its most basic the intention of life is simply to be--and to survive. That is the programming explained by Darwin in his theory of natural selection and evolution. It is the belief of some scientists like Bruce Lipton, the author of Biology of Belief, that human evolution is the process of life becoming more conscious of a higher purpose through our own growth both individually and collectively. Perhaps technology itself and projects like Watson are lessons along that path, which may serve to hopefully educate us enough to evolve and survive as a species rather than use that same technology to make ourselves extinct. The ultimate source of our own programming may not care whether the human expression of life survives or not—it may well have infinite variety of life forms to experience itself through. Up until recently the concept of a higher intelligence has been the province of religion which has named it God, or perhaps science fiction. Science has avoided this area for lack of evidence; and even the creation of a Watson does not speak to higher intelligence, except for the humans who programmed it to perform its incredible calculations. But as we watch Watson compete against humans on Jeopardy we might get a vague sense that what Watson is showing us, and which we take for granted moment to moment, is precisely what Watson is NOT, and what we ARE – sensory beings capable of some of Watson’s processing power but also infinitely more in terms of love, touch, wisdom, grace and community. Watson might win Final Jeopardy one or more of these nights, but it will never sense itself as alive. It will never have the capacity to connect to the source of its being on an organic level, because it is not a being but a thing. I believe that this is at the root of much of the despair and isolation that people feel as they are literally overwhelmed and consumed by technology that seems to be its own reward, continually “upgrading” to achieve a level of perfection that can only come by being natural and human. In my own life technology has reconnected me to many old friends and given me the means to pursue many human endeavors—in that way it has been immensely empowering. But I have to be careful that the allure of technology does not also make me deadened to what truly makes me human, and disconnect me from the very source of my humanity—my connection to a higher power—and perhaps my soul.
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Recently I was turned on to some great resources in the form of two books, Emotional Freedom and Positive Energy by Dr. Judith Orloff – her web site also has some excellent videos.
What I really like about Dr. Orloff’s work is its warmth along with its practicality. While both books have the usual set of self assessment tests, and are filled with anecdotes and case studies from Dr. Orloff’s practice, they both also provide pragmatic and positive steps to achieve growth and a more fulfilling life, difficult and worthy goals in our current cultural climate.
In Emotional Freedom Dr. Orloff uses the concept of “transformation” of negative emotions as a basis for being happier and more fulfilled. This is a much better foundation in my opinion that beginning with the idea that something is fundamentally “wrong” with you; for example, you’re diagnosed or feel like you’re depressed. The fact is that life is challenging and filled with emotional issues ; alternatively avoiding these issues leads to a disconnected existence of isolation which is equally challenging. The impressive structure of the book addresses four dimensions of emotions that Dr. Orloff suggests must each be in balance for a harmonious existence: the physical biology, a spiritual meaning of one’s state of being, the energetic power that can deplete or revive you, and finally the psychology or sources of the various feelings that can overwhelm us at various times. She deals with each of these aspects as she identifies seven main emotions, describes their effect on us, and provides concrete recommendations for transforming the negative states into their positive counterparts. She refers to this as “alchemy” and for those who face challenging feelings in their daily lives, learning techniques to transform emotions is worth its weight in gold. Particularly for men, who sometimes are not as adept at articulating or identifying what they are feeling, specifically naming both the negative and positive states is particularly helpful. Here are the seven transformations Dr. Orloff cover: 
In each case, the negative conditions are thoroughly described and identified along with practical steps to transform them into their positive counterparts. What I found particularly useful was merely the ability to pinpoint common causes or triggers for the negative states and then the payoffs that ensue when one successfully transforms them through positive steps. In Positive Energy, an earlier book, Dr. Orloff covers similar ground but from the perspective of a series of therapeutic “prescriptions” which are actually best practices for daily life. This book also features interviews with famous people who have put these practices into action in their own careers or personal lives. Another aspect of both books that I appreciated was the identification of how our energy or emotions can become sapped. Frequently I have thought “what’s wrong with me – why can’t I cope with what others seem to handle effortlessly?” Dr. Orloff describes toxic people and relationships as “energy vampires” and provides suggestions for how to combat their negative effects. She also identifies societal drains – such as “techno-despair” – which can overcome us as we feel overwhelmed by the complexities and demands of the many media with which we’re constantly assaulted. (My previous blog on the stresses of working with Microsoft software are a good example of techno-despair). Part of the benefit of her descriptions is the “aha” moment when one realizes that one is not alone in feeling challenged by these kinds of experiences, and that there are solutions. Though she is a medical doctor and a psychiatrist, Dr. Orloff also describes herself as an “intuitive” healer and strongly suggests that as we work with our emotions, we pay particular attention to what dreams may be telling us about our waking lives. The way that I have used Emotional Freedom is to quiet myself when I feel agitated or overwhelmed and to notice the negative emotion that seems to have me in its grip; for example, as Dr. Orloff describes, the grocery store and a checkout line might frustrate me if I feel rushed. Taking a greater perspective, however, and focusing on being patient (and creating some space for myself internally) can allow me to not only negotiate the current circumstances, but feel better about my own capability to handle other issues going forward. Either of these books provides a helpful set of practical suggestions for getting through challenging times and situations. Taken together, they are a resource a heartily recommend.
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For many years I have been writing about Microsoft products and a great deal of my success has come in making difficult situations palatable for readers; however I have gotten to the point myself where the stress of using stuff that doesn’t improve over time has almost overwhelmed me. It is interesting to note that as far back as January 2003 Bill Gates wrote a famous memo excoriating his subordinates for problems with Windows XP and MovieMaker software. Now XP is being clung to by many users for its relative stability. Like many users I have come to depend upon the Office suite on a daily basis for doing my work; last year I wrote a book on Using Office 2010, the latest version and scratched my head over the added complexity in order to adopt a few new features (the exception is PowerPoint which was markedly enhanced). But these days I rely mainly on Outlook for my email and calendar; on my laptop I am still using Outlook 2007 and Windows Vista. Last week, from one moment to the next, the Outlook slowed down in sending out email and eventually just crashed every time I tried, bring up a pale white screen that informed me it wasn’t responding and had to be shut down. The same symptoms started happening with Internet Explorer—I suspected a virus but I use a Microsoft security suite which showed nothing wrong, and also scanned the system with another service. The problem occurred in the evening and I thought I might have solved it before going to bed, but then it began again in the morning and I realized that unless I did some serious troubleshooting I would be unable to send and receive email or surf the web normally. I had already done several System Restores, each taking about 15-20 minutes to try to revert my system to a time when it worked properly. I went on Google and found many references to similar problems, and over the next day and a half, here is a partial list of things I did to solve the issue: Uninstall and reinstall Office – twice. Run Office Diagnostics and fix Try alternative browsers and email programs – couldn’t connect properly and the browser crashed Tried to use Google Gmail – didn’t retrieve all of my old email in timely manner Install service packs 1 and 2 for Vista – each taking an hour to download and another hour to install Try to replace faulty files in Windows folder Try to fix several registry entries manually Use Safe Mode for Outlook 2007 – this actually got me my email to send and receive but limited some other Outlook features Installed two cleaning programs and purchased a license for Registry Mechanic to try to fix installation and registry problems Got rid of my Outlook data file and replaced it with a smaller file At each turn I considered the prospect of reinstalling Vista and all of my programs clean – something I used to have to do at least once a year just to keep Windows running – but which meant hours of restoring settings and looking for programs on disk and online. Finally the second Vista service pack and running Outlook 2007 in Safe Mode – obviously not an optimal solution, stopped the crashes in Internet Explorer and enabled me to use my email with stability and reliability… finally. Needless to say I was exhausted by the time I reached this point and was grateful for any solution—even one as unsatisfactory as using a scaled down version of my Outlook email program. OK – I know many readers have had similar experiences. I know of many users how have taken computers to friends or places like Best Buy to get them to work properly—and frequently they simply break down from one moment to the next. The question is why can’t a company like Microsoft get it right? (I know many readers will suggest using Apple, and that is an appealing option except that many people have invested in Microsoft software and compatible hardware, know the programs, and Apple does sometimes have its own issues). They key point here is that Gates’ memo was written in 2003. We all experienced the old hourglass when things froze much earlier—and now, with Vista and Windows 7, all that seems to have changed is the hourglass has been replaced with a spinning squiggly circle to let us know things are not happening – or sometimes a shiny green slider bar. Most of us need to rely on Google or an IT department to provide answers, if they even exist. Typing something like “Outlook crashes when sending email” can get you hundreds of possible suggestions—and if you can understand the explanations you might even find a few on Microsoft’s own web site. And this is almost 30 years since the operating system was first created, and about two decades into Microsoft Office. And yet – “upgrades” to these products are foisted on us every two years! Each one is chock full of new features, but the one thing we all crave – stability and reliability –apparently cannot be achieved. We can all joke about this stuff as they do in the Mac and PC ads on TV, and shrug and muddle through, but I believe that this lack of accountability and control is taking its toll on many peoples’ psyches – I know it did on mine last week. First there is the stress of not being able to work properly and be responsive professionally. Then there is the added stress of trying to fix the problem and wondering if it is even soluble. At root is the sense of things out of control and beyond our capacity to fix. This sense is exacerbated when watching TV news, and sensing that the same symptoms are happening on a larger scale planet wide, and certainly in Washington DC. On a more mundane level, the Microsoft experience is repeated daily with things that have gotten more complicated each time they change – like ATMs, credit cards, cell phones, satellite and cable systems, remote control and now even parking meters which demand credit cards. Is the answer denial, withdrawal, meditation, therapy – or just acceptance? Perhaps it’s the reason one in nine people now suffer from depression. Our corporations like Microsoft promise so much in their advertising—would it be too much to ask that they at least deliver on some of their promises and provide a product that works stably and reliably after it’s been on the market for nearly three decades? I don’t know what the answer is—I need to “reboot” regularly with a nap and reach for my cat. Sometimes I think about Maui or Costa Rica, but I wonder if I can count on an Internet connection.
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Sixty years ago when I was a tiny boy in Vienna my parents had a nanny named Elsie with a young daughter, Sylvie. We were playmates as Elsie was close to my mom, and recently I remembered how much it hurt to leave them behind when we began the long journey to the U.S. Many years later when my parents retired Elsie and her husband came down from Canada and visited; I can barely remember the occasion but I do recall how much my mom savored the reconnection. Then, a couple of weeks ago on Facebook I received a message asking, “Are you the Tom Bunzel who was born in Vienna?” The profile showed the portrait of a horse, and I knew immediately who this was. Elsie had mentioned how her daughter her taken to horses when they moved to Canada. An hour or so later I was chatting with Sylvia, whom I had known as a young boy as Sylvie. It was remarkable how our humor and attitudes ran parallel, although our lives could not have been different. Sylvia runs a bookstore and manages a farm with 20 cats and livestock. She’s been married for 40 years and has three children; I never married. My ego got stroked by how she found me; apparently she had seen one of my technology books in a Canadian bookstore. Both of our memories of Vienna are dim but we both stirred some recollections out of the cobwebs. For me the main memory is of a bombed out divided city where my Czech parents were afraid of being caught or dragged outside the American sector. Sylvie later told me a funny story about getting punished for letting a bunch of caged rabbits loose in the countryside—she was an animal lover early. She mentioned getting spanked and I know that my bottom also got it on a few occasions. Then we arranged a video call on Skype. I was both excited and apprehensive and it was a bit odd for two older people who hadn’t seen one another for decades to suddenly be face to face. Sylvia had two cats crawling over her and with my recent adoption of a cat we had lots to talk about on that score. As we described our respective pasts, I was struck about how similarly difficult her acclimation to her new country was from my own. I described how my first day in kindergarten the well meaning students had been prompted by the teacher to “help me learn English”, and they held up objects yelling, “pencil,” “pen,” “eraser,” “chalk” and so on until I cried and was overwhelmed. It wasn’t until another teacher took an interest in me helped me learn how to read that I settled down and could go to school without crying. Sylvie had had a similar experience – she had not been allowed to begin school for a year because she still spoke only German, which put her a year behind. I was struck by how much this person who was a relative stranger on the one hand shared with me in terms of a common life experience during our formative years—experiences and feelings which wouldn’t have been similarly understood by many of my closest friends. I tried to evoke memories of my parents and a connection to my distant past and felt bad that I couldn’t come up with memories that might help her. At times I felt a bit awkward and distant, and yet at others the reminder of a legacy that goes without attention for days or weeks at a time reminded me of who I am and where I came from. Many of my more recent memories of my parents are from their time in retirement in California, and sometimes I can go back to my boyhood in New York. But here was a link to a childhood that I know still affects me, and yet which I largely know mainly from my parents’ description. But the kind and funny woman who I saw in the webcam made that personal history real in a way that no photograph or dim memory could. As we shared more of our parents’ early difficulties and our own experiences growing up, it was as though a new pathway reopened to my earliest years. A day later the impact of this sudden opening is still with me. I can only wonder how the man I am today was formed by experiences that occurred when Sylvie and I were playmates, and which we can barely even recall together today. For me, it’s interesting to consider how just a few years ago I might have resisted even opening this small door to my distant past, preferring to leave the comfort of my present circumstances undisturbed. But now I saw the synchronicity as amazing and exciting, as I reflect more deeply on just exactly who I really am, where I came from and why I showed up here in the first place.
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One of the most common phrases scientists have used when talking about a search of for other life is to possibly find “life as we know it.” This is a telling phrase because so much of what we can experience depends precisely on who and what we are. As neuroscience advances, it is getting closer and closer to locating thought and ideas at the molecular level, and as such a field is evolving known as “bio-physics.” It may be worth speculating then whether just as Einstein revolutionized Newtonian physics with his Special and General Theories of Relativity, it would now be appropriate to consider new theories that take into account the nature of the human being him/herself—and with it the very nature of consciousness. If we assume that consciousness—whatever it is—manifests through our physical being while we live, it is obvious that the nature of consciousness is a function of at a minimum the circuitry of our brain, and as is becoming more and more apparent, also the entire physiology of our body/mind. And we can probably surmise that consciousness is evolving. We know that embryos go through the various stages of evolution from single cell organisms, to reptiles, to mammals and finally humans. We also sometimes talk about a “Reptilian” brain, which is presumably more primitive, reactionary and less capable of warmth or compassion than a mammalian brain. We might even presume that compassion evolved with warm blooded mammals, and among some humans at least, it is hopefully still evolving. When I look at my cat, I can get a sense of warmth and love but I also know instinctively that if I try to “figure out what she’s thinking”, I am wasting my time. She is also reacting in many ways—and she is literally on a different frequency than I am—with some overlap which involves shared needs and a bond that can gradually develop. I think where Eckhart Tolle refers in his writing to knowing some cats as “zen masters,” what he means is that because they don’t have an egoic mind like humans, they are always in the present, and so when they repose they exude a sense of calm that many humans would envy. So again, while it may seem obvious to the point of irrelevance, what we know, experience and can see is a function of the frequency on which we’re operating. In fact, our eyes can see only a certain range of light; but through instruments we know other frequency are operating and influencing; for example gamma or x-rays which are beyond our ability to naturally perceive. Similarly dogs hear in a range beyond our own, and dolphins communicate with sound in ways we need instruments to monitor. So as our study of consciousness and mind goes to the subatomic or quantum level, what does the Einsteinian model of relativity potentially suggest for being itself? General Relativity as I understand it says that it is the geometry of space and time which is influenced by whatever matter is present – space is curved – and gravitational forces bend space so that time is relative and truly moves at a different rate depending upon where you are—it’s “relative.” Special Relativity says that the laws of physics (nature) are the same for observers in uniform motion relative to each other and the speed of light in a vacuum is the same for all observers. A famous example is of an observer on the ground watching an airplane overhead, on which a flight attendance is walking. Her speed for the observer on the ground will be different than for someone seated on the plane; there is no objective motion—everything is linked to a frame of reference (of an observer). How might we slightly adjust some of these concepts—speculatively—to a theory of being or consciousness? Well, our frame of reference, besides being a function of where we are, is also a function of what we are. If we begin with the fact of our existence and bodily nature, we can say that what we can know or experience is a direct function of our being; for example, we perceive in a space of three dimensions so that if other dimensions exist, they would be beyond our direct perception. Science generally presupposes that what we are is all that there is, or is all that is knowable. But though we might not be able to measure or completely comprehend it—we know that we have a mind; perhaps we can make a leap of faith that nothing can exceed the speed of mind. If we consider that a mind functions through thought—where is a thought? Presumably in the quantum space between two neural cells as they “fire.” This may well make a thought outside of space/time in the same way that a subatomic particle may appear or disappear beyond cause and effect. Perhaps not mathematically, but more poetically, we might then create a formula something like M=C/P – or Mind is the result of consciousness based on physiology – our software running through our hardware and expressed, as Epigenetics has suggested, through our genetic code responding to the environment. These concepts would shift the assumption of science that nature is objectively knowable to a more reasonable position that it is only knowable based upon our observation of it—and the nature of the observer is a critical and generally ignored factor. This concept was known as “being in the world”—seeing existence as a process by the philosophical school of Phenomenology and much of today’s “new age” thinking deals with the potential of knowing ourselves better so that nature becomes more understandable to us and we evolve in some way. Certainly the absence of such a position is at the heart of scientific efforts to “control” nature with the assumption that we can know it objectively without taking into account our own being and participation in its processes, have yielded disastrous results and miscalculations. As neuroscience delves more deeply into our brain and our “being”, however, if we begin to think in terms of relative scale to the subatomic and perhaps even the astronomical, we may begin to fathom and ultimately discern the true nature of mind or consciousness. One effort along these lines is the trend toward meditation and its scientific basis—where we can change our nature (human alchemy) and thereby experience life differently—and alter our own reality. And as we decode our genetic makeup (with vast areas of “junk DNA” that is simply not decodable or knowable at present) we can get a sense that higher levels of intelligence might become knowable and accessible—perhaps even intelligence that is not dependent on physical form for existence or influence. Our very sense of life “as we know it” would expand—and with it we might get a more realistic sense of our true relative position in the universe, as sense of awe, reverence or purpose we may have of which we’ve been unaware, and strike a balance and harmony with existence/nature, instead of trying to control and manipulate it. Such an opening and change in our attitude to existence may also, I would suggest, make it possible to connect with higher levels of life and intelligence which have to this point been largely hidden from us, as we’ve evolved from only the single cell organisms of eons ago to human beings at an evolutionary crossroads, and still largely unaware of our true nature, mind and purpose.
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The heartbreak of watching television, particularly the news, is seeing the apparent chasm of understanding between the two hugely polarized segments of society, here in the U.S. and also around the world. To summarize the essence of the conflict as I see it: On the one hand there are Traditionalists who adhere to a strict set of moral standards that they firmly believe come from a higher power that renders those ideas sacrosanct and immutable. On the other side there are what we might call Progressives that believe we can “improve” the circumstances of human existence according to ideas that come from human beings and that scientific advancement, along with removing past moral divides among people, will create a better world. The choice of terms or names is not meant to favor either of these camps over the other. The heartbreak, for me, is to see both sides mauling one another verbally and sometimes even physically, and generally parroting the pronouncements of the most shrill and extreme proponents of their respective positions, without any compassion or understanding of the other side. To watch cable news in particular is to never see spokespeople for either side actually listen, take in, weigh and appreciate the point of view of the other. To allude to a Christian concept, or actually one attributed to a spiritual master named Jesus, the idea of loving one’s neighbor as oneself, and thereby at least being open to his/her ideas, is absent from current dialog. To see children thrust into these disputes, carrying placards and voicing ideas that they have gotten from others, is even more disturbing. Clearly if these two camps cannot somehow be reconciled, our society is in serious peril. To his credit Obama mentioned this in his campaign but for various reasons his administration has so far been unable to effect a way of letting both sides hear the other and work out their differences. I believe that a road to reconciliation may exist if we align the two camps to what they hold sacred; for the Traditionalists that would be God or Religion; for the Progressives that would be their God or Religion, namely science (or what man has discovered and achieved). Perhaps the preeminent proponent of the Scientific perspective would be Stephen Hawking, who in his lastest book, The Grand Design by Stephen Hawking and Leonard Mlodinow, has attempted to strip all mention of God out of any explanation of reality, claiming essentially that natural phenoma alone can explain existence and that a “multiverse” came into existence out of nothing. On the surface, this point of view flies in the face of the Traditionalists and Religious community. But what was interesting was to see these ideas discussed on of all things The Larry King Show, and to hear Deepak Chopra “take in” the Hawking/Mlodinow ideas and describe them lovingly as actually embracing both the sacred and the idea of higher consciousness. What Chopra suggested as he questioned the co-author, Mlodinow (with whom he will now collaborate on a new book) is that the very natural laws on which Hawking bases is complete theory of everything are at their base… Intelligent –of an order of intelligence much higher and far vaster than what ordinary common sense would have us believe. When Quantum Physics demonstrates that at the subatomic level particles behave or exist only according to how they are observed, that firmly places an 800 lb. gorilla into the domain of science—namely Consciousness. Whether you use the term “God” or “Natural Law” to refer to higher levels of intelligence or consciousness that are being discovered at the macro and micro-cosmic levels makes no difference—clearly such energies, forces or realities are now accepted by both camps under different names. From this perspective, with a sense of awe of the unknowable that seems to lie at the heart of smallest and the grandest scales of at least our portion of the “multiverse”, I would submit that the Scientific Progressives might offer an olive branch to the Traditionalists by acknowledging that certain things are in fact sacred or simply “higher”: for example, Life. After all, for all of our advances we have still not managed to create life out of non-life; we can only manipulate life for our purposes. Now before Progressives excoriate me for threatening womens’ reproductive rights let me say that this doesn’t necessarily mean the adoption of one extreme belief or another. Rather, it should merely represent the first step for showing respect for one aspect of the beliefs of the Traditionalists; Life is not possible without a degree of Consciousness—whether we call that God or simply higher form of Intelligence or Energy. One would hope that once the scientific community can come to this conclusion and become open to the concept of the higher or the sacred, that the less extreme members of the Traditional camp will similarly open and accept some of the tenets of the Progressives—namely that we are all expressing the same genes (or God’s children) and worthy of respect. In a nutshell, we are not better than them—we literally are them. We’re all really the same stuff. One would hope that this sort of reconciliation in the middle might lead to a way for new leaders to emerge and truly begin to solve the many problems facing our society by respecting the foundational beliefs of both sides, as they begin to come together. Unfortunately this can only be achieved if we begin to re-examine and alter our attention and subjugation to the mass media, because clearly the FOX/Traditional and the CNN/Progressive channels have a vested interest in continuing to foster hostility and controversy. I believe that this is where the Internet comes in. If the Internet and social media can foster a new paradigm of communication that is not based on advertising and conflict (and mass consumption) but rather participation and acceptance, reconciliation has a chance. At its core, true social media is exactly that, embracing the social and cooperative and rejecting the zero sum concept of limited resources and winners and losers. It represents reconciliation through listening and understanding. It’s important that individuals embrace the values of openness and tolerance for other ideas and perhaps even change their own points of view if properly influenced, so that the social institutions that are currently unable to transcend sharp divisions can do so and begin to function effectively once again. The essence of such an attitude is compassion; I happen to believe it is of a higher order of intelligence in the same way that consciousness or life is, and that if we don’t begin to manifest it in significant ways we’re in serious trouble, both domestically and globally.
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I’m proud to report that my new book, “Tools of Engagement: Presenting and Training in a World of Social Media,” is now available at Amazon.com. As someone who has written extensively on video and presentation, I wanted this book to reflect the many changes that are impacting how we communicate with each other using technology. The main theme of the book is that where presentations used to be targeted one-time events, they are now part of an ongoing conversation, and while authority figures may still claim the main podium, all presenters subject to a new democratic set of expectations of participation and engagement by their audience. I strongly urge anyone with a message to avoid a “broadcast mentality” and simply give a PowerPoint presentation—and hope for the best. Such a strategy is doomed to failure today on many levels. First there is the expectation of engagement and participation by any modern audience. Audiences expect a speaker or expert to have done a lot of research into their needs, and to be transparent and available online prior and subsequent to any presentation or event for interaction and feedback. Whether the information is for internal or public consumption, a speaker today needs to have a presence, either through a blog, YouTube channel, Facebook group or event page, or some other interactive venue where the audience can get in touch and develop a sense of who they are—and often begin to interact with the speaker and become involved in the material directly. There is also the phenomenon of the “Backchannel”; which is the reality that many of those attending any presentation are actively commenting and reacting with smartphones or PDAs, so that if the speaker is not aware of the sense of the audience, or engaged with the commentary, he or she will be tuned out. Getting a sense of the reality of social media allows a presenter or trainer to be attuned to the needs of an audience and provide significant value. In terms of ordinary PowerPoint—it’s the difference between trying to impress an audience with a spinning logo and information about YOU, as opposed to leading with insightful questions and foreknowledge of issues of importance to your audience. For example, if a presenter has been active on blogs, monitoring and participating in Twitter and Facebook, or uploading video or images relevant to their field, they will generally find a receptive and knowledgable audience eager to hear more and open to calls to action. These ideas have been well documented and presented in popular books like Groundswell, Tribes and Trust Agents, so what I’ve tried to do in my book is to provide some examples of the actual social and desktop tools and how to make them work effectively together. For example, while PowerPoint is a staple for live presentations, its stale title and bullet slides are old hat, and professional speakers generally opt for more powerful visuals using image metaphors, analogies and diagrams. What I try to do is suggest how social tools like YouTube can set the stage for PowerPoint prior to an event, and then YouTube and its cousins SlideShare and AuthorStream (presentation hosting sites) can become powerful sources of additional content to maintain a connection with an audience. I am also a big believer in the new web conferencing technologies which provide instant communication with a large group of attendees, but have the issues of maintaining a connection with an invisible audience, using just the power of the speaker’s voice, message and visuals and graphics. In a world where getting anywhere is proving to be a challenge, going to a virtual event is proving very popular, but it has its own set of rules, risks and rewards. What I want to do in Tools of Engagement is provide a reader with enough ideas and scenarios to spark the imagination in whatever his or her field may be—from an entrepreneur to a marketing executive at a large organization, to engage their colleagues and customers in ways that make the style of presentation effective and valuable. I conclude the book with some speculation as to how social media and its impact on the organization may be evolutionary, in my hope that as a new “worldwide nervous system” the social Internet will either force or simply shift organizations to be more responsive to human and planetary needs, as opposed to simply making profits for shareholders. Certainly it seems as though brands are having to listen more and more to customers online—we can only hope that this trend also translates into more than just public relations initiatives but eventually, with the instant involvement of customers and workers through the web—to a more natural and real awareness of higher values, like cooperation, philanthropy, compassion and wisdom. If you’re interested in discussing issues raised in the book, please feel free to comment here and perhaps we can demonstrate the power of social tools for engagement in a flourishing dialog.
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I’ve been intrigued for some time by the attraction of Twitter to the social media crowd, and more specifically the concept of @Jeff Pulver, the creator of the 140Conf, about the “real time Internet” and immediate communication. A few weeks ago they had a reunion cocktail party at a trendy bar in Hollywood and you couldn’t help but be impressed by the energy in the crowd. Everyone was upbeat and thrilled to reconnect in person with those with whom they’d been in touch electronically, and much of the time was also spent taking pictures together which were immediately posted online. A cynic might well judge that much of these connections are superficial, but if one opens one’s mind to what might really be happening, Pulver may be onto something. Like many my age I had an initial aversion to the triviality of much of Twitter and the seeming irrelevance of much of what comes through. I got into trouble early on when I commented sarcastically when one of the Twitter heavyweights let everyone his plane was taking off, and I tweeted essentially, “So what?” It was later explained to me that while it may have been pointless to me, it had significance to some of his followers, and that’s why he wrote it. Beyond the spam and the “brand building” there is the sense of being ultimately connected in a world in which the soul is screaming out for being part of a larger meaningful whole. While an older person like me might scoff at minions checking in and “connecting” endlessly on their iPhones and Blackberries, I got a profound taste of it today. As I was thinking about this I received an email from a close friend letting me know that he had just had successful emergency surgery and was recovering well—I had had no idea. My initial instinct was to email back, but instead I picked up the phone and was able to hear his voice and reassure him with mine—it was truly the power of now. Eckhart Tolle of course wrote a book by that title, and while it may appear that tweeting is the antithesis to being in the moment—as it may appear an incessant distraction—from the perspective of many who are its adherents it seems to connect them in a larger network in which they know about earthquakes, as well as Michael Jackson’s death, in the moment. How this ultimately plays out is anyone’s guess. When others ask me about Twitter I tend to suggest that the key is filtering those who you follow with Lists to keep it relevant—but who is to say? One of the tenets of meditation and being in the “Now” is to focus on one’s connection with all beings. Another is to sense compassion and understanding for others. Both of these are actually components of Twitter, where sometimes there seems to be compassion for people one doesn’t even know. That’s why on another level it was refreshing to see people hugging at a cocktail party with those they’d only previously “met” as “@+identities” online. Is the depth of connection between those who connect online comparable to that with an old friend from high school who has just faced a life crisis? The ego would be quick to judge it as an emphatic no. But maybe it is precisely this aspect of connection—it’s ability to transcend individual ego—that is most significant. But what if evolution toward community is a real global phenomenon that is critical to the survival of our species? That’s the thesis of one biologist, Bruce Lipton, who believes that we are literally learning to reprogram our own genetics toward cooperation from competition, in his book The Biology of Belief. Then even if many tweets seem irrelevant, our exercising this new nervous system with which to stay connected might actually be meaningful in a larger context. Since we’re only at the beginning, maybe opening our minds to the power of now, online, is something we should seriously consider.
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For the past year and a half I’ve been privileged to know a very prominent psychologist who combines her discipline with extensive work in the incredible field of neuroscience. And, recently I experienced some profound changes—I recognized that I had shifted my outlook and way of relating to others in a way that probably was the result of a specific physiological change (possibly in my brain) and asked about it from a scientific perspective when she replied with the words that are the title of this blog: “We really don’t know very much.” I was taken aback and shaken by this remark for a number of reasons—at first it was a shock because if anyone could give me an answer to why my life had changed by adopting a cat, it was her. She has advanced degrees, years of research and experience, and incredible insight. Yet that was her initial response. But her subsequent explanation of my response was more poetic and metaphorical than one might expect from a scientist – she said that I had opened a door into another area with unknown results, and I was experiencing a depth of emotion I hadn’t let in previously. I couldn’t argue with this description. The undeniable reality is that since I let another small living being into my life, and connected and let it attach itself to me and show mutual affection, many things that used to weigh me down seem less significant. But does that mean the cat is like Prozac? Does it directly affect specific areas of the brain or emotions in ways we can document and understand? My understanding is that the actual effects of chemicals like Prozac aren’t entirely understood either; for one thing the results vary from person to person. Certainly there are volumes written about how drugs work with the brain chemistry and activate other chemicals like serotonin, or inhibit them. And science goes on to unearth a tremendous amount of information about how we work, our world, and even the universe; for example, we seem to “know” that the universe is over 14 billion years old. But returning to the psychologist’s remark, I think what really troubles most thinking and feeling people is that yes – we really don’t know jack about things that are really important. That’s because despite our worship of science and technology, the really big questions either cannot or will not be addressed by science. For example, this 14 billion year old universe – what the heck is it? Why is it here? Why are we here? Where did it come from? Where did everything else come from? And so on. The last time many of us raised these questions we were children and our parents and perhaps a teacher indulged us briefly but then gently patted us on the head and suggested we not concern ourselves with such matters. When I studied philosophy in college I discovered that the prevailing school of thought in academia simply dismissed these types of questions as “unknowable” and redefined philosophy to those things we could know with conviction, narrowing its scope to a degree that make it, to my mind, irrelevant. Other schools of philosophy did address areas of “being” and “existence”, but these were excommunicated outside the bounds of holy science and thinkers like Sartre and Camus were seen more as novelists. Other philosophers in this realm, whom I read, remain relatively obscure even though they were courageous enough to attempt to introduce concepts only recently embraced by quantum physics: that knowing anything without taking the “knower” into account (namely that illusive thing we sometimes call consciousness) makes any attempted explanation of reality incomplete and erroneous. Indeed even Einstein, who probably knew more than almost anyone else on the planet about how things may really be, made frequent mystical remarks about his own relative ignorance in the face of all that might be knowable. Why is this so important? Because when we think we really know stuff, individually and as a species, we really screw up. For example, we know that more is better and more profit is best of all, so maximizing shareholder value is more important than taking into account the well being of the planet that sustains us. This is only the most currently obvious example of our ignorance of our own ignorance. Fortunately it may serve to make many more people raise the question of priorities and what is really important and at stake for our species. At the same time many individuals and groups are engaged in various paths of “personal growth” similar to what ultimately led me to the conversation with the psychologist. There are many different versions of what may be “other doors” that can be opened at various times that bring a different level of insight and experience beyond the logical. At the same time, an attitude that must be nurtured to sustain these sorts of activities is one of comfort with “not knowing.” Another psychologist I know uses the phrase “I don’t know is a good place to be.” On the other hand, when we interact or particularly when we consume mass media, we are bombarded with people who seem to be very certain of a particular truth. But only relatively recently has the prevailing attitude of the public turned to rampant cynicism, to the point where if you try to sell a product , service or idea, you’d better have more than just facts but the concrete experience of other people to back you up to sustain credibility. What people are slowly discovering, I believe, is that what is really true is also a function of who and what we are – and as we study that we constantly fall into error, get in our own way, and come up against our own physical, mental and perhaps spiritual limitations in our quest. Go back to the age of the universe. It’s easy to say the words, “14 billion years” – but can you really grasp the meaning or scale of that span of time? Is it not likely that anything that “lives” or exists for such a span is beyond the comprehension of a being that lives for perhaps 1200 months, with a brain that evolved over perhaps less than a million years? And yet we can seem to connect with such an experience, sometimes briefly and fleetingly, but not with the part of the brain that “knows” the age of the universe, but rather the part of the brain that feels it. That’s why adopting a cat changed my life. It altered my daily experience in ways that are unfathomable without engaging the other part of the brain – that part that laughs at the cat’s antics, loves the feel of its fur, and is constantly surprised by its independent being and vitality, and particularly relishes its love as it licks my hand or nose in greeting and warmth. Perhaps in the next century geneticists and scientists will map the chromosomes and neural circuits that make these reactions possible, and graph them to within milliseconds of the response. But they still will not touch the meaning of my connection with the cat, or with other humans, unless they take into account “the other doors” that we sometimes open– those parts of existence that defy our current logic. Some branches of science – like quantum physics and astronomy are already there – coming up against incongruities in reality that are functions of our own limitations as beings. 14 billion years. Billions of galaxies as big as the Milky Way. Don’t think about it—you can’t. Just feel its meaning—we really don’t know very much.
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Several weeks ago we were treated to the following headline on CNN, “Genetics pioneer J. Craig Venter announced Thursday that he and his team have created artificial life for the first time.” Under closer scrutiny, it turns out that Venter’s team had used code created on a computer to sequence DNA that was then placed in an already living bacteria, and “reprogrammed” it – they used the term “booted it up.” This speaks again to two important points. First, that there is an underlying aspect of natural life that follows logical laws and programs that can be altered genetically, just as we reprogram software in our PCs. If I change the code for a web page, for example, it displays differently in a web browser. Turns out if I change the genetic structure of a cell, it behaves differently. But then the second question arises, where did the cell itself come from? – it turns out that it is life that was already in existence – it was not “created” in a laboratory. And based on the genetic code, what is it really doing? It is interacting with an environment according to laws being unearthed daily by geneticists, biologists and even quantum physicists and more and more we discover that is doing so intentionally. Bruce Lipton, in his book The Biology of Belief describes his own epiphany as a biological researcher when he discovered that the same single cell bacteria with identical DNA will behave differently in different environments (they don’t really have brains). It led him to the conclusion that the brain of the cell is not the nucleus (or the DNA, which we can now sequence) but rather the cellular membrane, that exchanges energy with the environment and in effect decides what to do next. In the computer analogy with life, it turns out that what we can replicate genetically is simply the code, which is amazing enough, but using the web page analogy, it means that we know how to rewrite the HTML, but we still have no idea of how to create a “natural” web browser (the organism that manifests the code and responds to input from the user and the Web (environment) -- or the intelligence behind it. The problem for our civilization is becoming more and more apparent. Our incredible scientific achievements have certainly given us what seems like mastery over our environment – until an event like the BP Oil Spill occurs. I believe that the reason this is so troubling to so many people is that it is a stark reminder that we’re not as smart as we think we are, and that when we follow our analytical minds at the expense of our emotional senses in the belief that “we know better”, we get into some serious trouble. I might add that it is not just BP that is at fault. Our entire culture has blindly followed the flag of “progress” and technology to this brink of self extermination—to the extent that we drive on the freeway and power our air conditioners, we are all part of the problem. BP itself is an interesting phenomenon. It is a corporation comprised of organic beings but dedicated to an abstract concept – profit. One could say that its DNA (corporate bylaws?) program it one task – maximizing shareholder value. Where does its lofty mission statement fit in? Probably in that part of the corporate brain that is similar to our own – dedicated to rationalization and self delusion. The Oil Spill is just the latest in many events that dramatize our disconnection from the natural universe of which we are a part (and now technologically apart). If you read the mission statements of credit card companies, tech firms, law firms and any other corporate entity, and compare them to their actual behavior you will see the same disconnect. Watch commercials on television and you will think these are wonderful companies creating products and services for the benefit of mankind. Get into a conflict with any corporate entity and discover how human they are as you try to navigate through a voicemail menu specifically designed to keep you from talking to another human being. The same technology that has provided so many real benefits to mankind, and many through corporations that have brought them to market, has also now separated many of us from our own natural feelings and better instincts in order to achieve what the mass media suggests will satisfy us – wealth, fame, a full head of hair, and so on. No wonder so many people are on antidepressants and unhappy – even when they have attained many of the material rewards our culture can provide. In his book (and upcoming film) Life Inc., Douglas Rushkoff maintains that “most Americans have so willingly adopted the values of corporations that they’re no longer even aware of it.” To me that is why the BP Oil Spill is a wakeup call. As we discover inevitably (as 60 Minutes has already reported) that the entire episode might have been avoided if safeguards and regulations had been put into place – but for the exigencies of profit and performance (getting the oil out faster), maybe people will realize the consequences of making real corporate values of pure profit (and not their mission statements) as priorities. Of course in this case it is so dramatic and tragic how these values impact not only the human species, but all life on the planet and particularly the oceans. While global warming is in the headlines, the oceans have already taken many body blows with toxic chemicals and wastes and many “dead zones” where no life can exist. This will only make it much worse. The question is whether this will truly wake us up? Many humans and animals will suffer, to be sure, and the extent is yet to be determined—every gallon that leaks into the sea increases the jeopardy for organic life on the planet. It is interesting that many (and I include myself) see social media as a hopeful sign for calling corporate entities to account and reintroducing the voices of individual humans into the discussions of what matters most in our world. So far, predictably, there is a movement to boycott BP on Twitter and that certainly has its place. But I think we need to look much more deeply into our entire relationship with the natural world out of which we come, and in which we live. We need to realize that we still cannot “create life”; we can manipulate it and certainly threaten it and maybe even make ourselves extinct. Or we can continue our evolution by reexamining our relationship with the natural world, with our scientific breakthroughs as a guide, and realize that whether you believe the natural world was created, evolved or just simply is – it represents a level of mind and intelligence far beyond our own, and when we think we know better, we do so at our peril. Life, the earth, existence and indeed the universe itself is sacred in a way that transcends all of our arguments about religion or philosophy. We’ve shot a puny spacecraft out of the solar system; the universe is vaster than we can even comprehend or imagine. We are better served by also feeling and sensing our rightful relationship with what is – and consciously proceeding based on a degree of reverence that it sometimes takes a disaster to make us understand.
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Since I have been deluged with requests for more pics of my cat, here is a link to a slide show: http://whrrl.com/e/hCFqr - I tried to embed this but I couldn't seem to make it work.
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It’s been almost two weeks since I adopted my cat, Eva, and we’ve both needed to adjust and have learned more about each other. Probably because of her sense of security, Eva is not as affectionate as she seemed to be when she first arrived. She basically conned me into thinking that she was going to be a real snuggly little beast; the first afternoon, possibly because she was unsure, she burrowed into my armpit and let me hold and stroke her. This continued the next couple of nights, but then abruptly her nocturnal nature kicked in, and she decided that nighttime was for frolicking, not nuzzling. When I left the bedroom door open she would jump up when I was going to sleep, and accept a few strokes, but soon enough she had her own agenda. Sometimes she wanted to hop on my chest and legs – not conducive to sleep – and then she brought her favorite toy, a little felt mouse, into the bed and wrestled with it. I decided to toss it out the door, which was a big mistake, because for Eva that became an invitation to a game of fetch, and the faster the mouse was tossed, the more rapidly she was back on the bed with it. I felt bad but by the fourth or fifth night I knew I had to close the bedroom door to get some sleep, and let her explore the living room. I felt really guilty and worried that she would be crying outside the door or scratching to get in, but Eva doesn’t seem to be the sentimental type – she accepted her exile gracefully and was none the worse for it the next morning when I opened the door at 5:30 (out of guilt) to let her in. Unfortunately she came barreling in with her toy mouse expecting that I was eager to play. Not so much. It was at this point that part of me began wondering whether this had been a mistake. But I managed to extend the time before bedroom access until later and later in the morning with no reprisals on her part, and found that flinging the infernal mouse around the room was somewhat cathartic. Mornings have always been a challenge for me and for better or worse the sudden presence of this other intelligence with its own needs has taken some of the focus off myself and made it easier to bear getting up. And Eva trained me well, because she would then reward me with a bit of purring and licking, and actually allow me to stroke her very soft fur. Not that she would make this easy – I would have to leave the comfort of my pillow to lean down and pet her. During the first few days Eva also seemed as she had been when I met her to be fairly nonverbal and quiet. But that also changed. When she hops on the bed or careens into the bedroom, she announces her arrival with a distinctively shrill noise. She has also evidenced a very unique sound when she is annoyed – as when I reach to pick her up and she doesn’t want to, or if the toy is suddenly placed in an unfamiliar location. As the weeks progressed I have actually noted difference nuances to these sounds to the point where I can almost image her saying, “Oh cool, he’s in the bedroom, let’s play fetch with the mouse!” Her enthusiasm and energy are contagious, even for a curmudgeon like me. One thing that intrigues me is how my rather mundane apartment is a source of constant stimulation, intrigue and curiosity. Any new cabinet I open, or closet that becomes exposed, is a journey into a new world for her – sniffing, looking, and inspecting. Her favorite spots are currently an older desk chair near the balcony window, and the top drawer of my dresser, where she can lie and sleep with only her eyes staring out for hours at a time. I find myself wondering what she is doing if I don’t see her, and as I come home to the apartment I am already looking forward to hearing her chirping sound and seeing what she’s up to. I’m not enamored of sifting the litter box and cleaning up after the few times she missed was no pleasure, but I soon was able to balance these unpleasantries against the surge of pleasure I would feel when I was feeling dull, and suddenly a raised tail would glide by and I would realize I was no longer alone. While the honeymoon is over with respect to nuzzling my armpit, Eva is still affectionate on her own terms. If I get down on the carpet I can sometimes rub her belly and neck – other times she will scoot away – it’s like a mind game. She will allow herself to get picked up most of the time and seems to enjoy being held briefly – but the fantasy of having her peacefully next to me while I watch the Lakers is not happening. Maybe it’s because everything is still so new. Birds fly by, the dishwasher churns on, a toilet flushes, and she needs to know what the heck that is. I have to admit that I never understood or appreciated other peoples’ stories about their pets, and how their cats did “funny” things. But now I’ve become one of those people – imagine that – almost 1000 effortless words about a creature with whom I now cohabitate. The biggest adjustment for me has been not being in complete control of my environment for the first time -- and being subject to interruptions and distractions at odd moments. But I've begun to balance that against the feeling I get when she grooms and licks my hand and purrs as I gently stroke her. I wonder what she’s doing now…
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philosophy, ideas
You can’t watch CNN or the evening news without seeing a segment on “voter anger” with a poll and frequently interviews with disgruntled citizens. A great deal of focus has been given to the Tea Party movement which seems to be a festering, seething mass of pissed off people over various issues. Certainly a lot of the anger stems from how many peoples’ circumstances changed dramatically in the financial meltdown of 2008. Suddenly many families were under the gun, losing homes and jobs, through no fault of their own—but through the apparent greed and market manipulations of Wall Street speculators and the real estate bubble. When emergency measures were taken to stem the economic collapse, anger focused on the massive debt that has been incurred nationally – and this has fueled the Tea Party in particular. To me, the underlying thread to all of this distrust and anger is one central theme – loss of control. I believe it really started with 9-11, when people suddenly realized that there were hostile forces that threatened them—we were the target of predators. This survival wakeup call triggered the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, which gutted our economy in many ways and made the financial meltdown worse than it was. Combine this with natural disasters like Katrina and the many floods, and our inability to marshal all of the resources normally available to deal with such situations, and people became fearful. Through the economic collapse and these disasters one heard and read of many families who had counted on our institutions and insurance companies to come through—and in so many cases they were thwarted and disappointed – so fear turned to anger. On a deeper level, before 9-11 and through the economic prosperity of the 80’s people felt secure and relatively safe economically and socially. Things seemed to work. Now suddenly it seems to many people that matters are beyond the capability of institutions and leaders to address. Nowhere is this more dramatically brought out than in the oil spill in the Gulf. All of the worst aspects of the previous problems are coming to the surface in this situation: a multi-national corporation that cut costs for safety and lost eleven people through its negligence; an inadequate government and institutional response; and the suffering of millions of innocent people. It is becoming apparent that BP was able to circumvent regulation of its activities due to its lobbying and connections in government, just as the coal industry was able to overlook safety standards in favor of profit. In addition, on a daily basis, citizens are up against banks, credit card companies, and bureaucracies of all kinds that take advantage of their power to make profits at human expense. Medical insurance companies that throw older or unhealthy individuals off their books are just one example – we all know of many more. Worse, cynicism abounds. As you watch television you see the advertising of many of these companies that promise so much, and how they care for you and you’re like family; they have wonderful mission statements but then when you have a problem or need them to address a human concern, their procedures and bureaucracy is strategically designed to avoid communication and beat you down. So is wholesale anger against corporations justified? A conservative web site that I read, written by a friend, attackmachine.com, takes the position that corporations are responsible for much that is good in our country: - corporations are owned by free citizens, and are just a way we organize ourselves economically in the modern world
- corporations provide the bulk of our employment
- corporations produce the wealth that makes our lives easy: the plentiful food, the cars, the drugs and medical innovations that allow our longevity, the amusements that enrich us etc.
And that is what makes it complicated – we all want the benefits, but there is a suspicion that these behemoth entities, many of them multinational, are now running amok. At the same time, many of us participate in an economy and use social media, for example, build our own brands and support the brands of corporations we use and even admire. My father was born in 1900 and saw the entire 20th century for better and for worse; he fled what was then Czechoslovakia in 1949 to escape from the Communists who stifled free enterprise and wanted to control all aspects of the economy and personal lives. This is the anathema that the Tea Party folks are afraid of as government tries to fix health care and regulate Wall Street—they see government as threatening as others see multinational corporations. Still, my father saw that the pendulum had swung in the opposite direction by the time he died in 1986; where corporations that had no loyalty to any nation or true ideal were plundering the planet. The problem is that both extreme positions – that corporations are evil and the opposite, that free markets can be allowed to self regulate have been shown to be fraught with peril; as the pendulum swings between these extremes ordinary people find themselves tyrannized either by government or by corporations. In a land where citizens pride themselves on self reliance and independence, our media trumpets all kinds of “freedoms” but we assume fewer and fewer responsibilities. At this point, if you see things clearly, you must come to the conclusion that one’s prime responsibility is to hold oneself and leadership accountable for the circumstances under which we live. Unfortunately there is a lot that is beyond our control – nature imposes its will regularly. But at the same time we need to remain conscious of our reactions to the circumstances that affect us day to day. Simply being angry is not a solution. Venting that anger in large venomous groups can become dangerous, as Germany discovered in the last century. I believe we need to use the technology afforded us by corporations in particular to raise the consciousness of the consuming public – not just consumers of products but also of ideas and information – so that the powerful corporate entities must finally address human needs, even occasionally at the expense of profit. Just as animals evolved from simple predators to what we now consider ourselves to be – more conscious thinking beings – we need to use the power of critical thinking to make our institutions more responsive to human needs—and also the needs of the planet. Nowhere is this more obvious than in the Gulf of Mexico. What we all sense is that life and livelihoods are threatened because an entity that is out of control has had its way for only one purpose – profit. If you remember, BP ran many commercials “branding” itself as an environmentally conscious oil company. If the tragedy in the Gulf is good for anything, it must be that our corporations and institutions will need to evolve – with the technology of the Internet and our active participation – into structures that serve human needs and not just generate paper profits for a few of our most powerful people.
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philosophy, ideas
I’ve been living alone for the better part of 40 years; never married and never living with anyone for longer than the duration of a vacation. Recently friends and colleagues suggested that I think about getting a pet—some suggested a dog while those that knew me best thought that a cat, with its more quiet nature and independence, would suit my lifestyle much better. To say that I was resistant and scared is an understatement. While I love animals, and am particularly fond of dogs, the idea of having a living creature, unpredictable in temperament and needing my attention, always around and especially waking me up in the morning was inconceivable. Close friends tried to convince me that until I experienced the payoff I wouldn’t know what I was missing, and that I wouldn’t feel the love until I took the plunge. I was also told that the right animal would choose me and be obvious, and I doubted all of it, but knowing that I needed to expand in some areas, I started looking. I checked ads on Craigs List and visited adoption events, getting more and more information. A good friend suggested that the Maine Coon breed of cat would be the best choice for its warmth and affection. I went to pet stores with adoption events which depressed me; the pets were in cages and the shelves were stocked in ways that made it seem like the animals were an industry. One morning I went the West L.A. Animal Shelter for the first time and heard the loud barking dogs which reminded me of a prison movie, and visited a few cats in an environment that made me feel awful and want to adopt them all. I emailed about several animals an never heard back, some events which were scheduled never happened and a lot of flakiness made me wonder whether I was barking up the wrong tree. I almost fostered a dog that I took for a walk but backed out at the last moment when it turned out it needed medication that had not been mentioned and that was a bit more than I wanted to take on. Then I met a woman from a rescue organization that seemed very nice and she knew of a Maine Coon that she thought would be perfect for me. I visited the cat, liked it, but when a home visit was to come off the next day there was controversy between the rescue and the foster home, and it became a lot of drama that made me again wonder whether I was doing the right thing. A close friends with two lovely cats told me I wasn’t doing anything wrong but that I was still on the fence; when she knew she wanted a cat she just went to the pound and got one. So the next afternoon I returned to the West L.A. shelter looking for a particular dog, and decided it wasn’t right, and visited the cat room on the way out. A wonderful volunteer told me of “the sweetest cat” and took her out of her cage; I noted that she had never been a stray and had come from a home. The cat pawed at me right away and nuzzled my chest; later I was able to hold her in my lap and she licked my hand. I knew that it was time to take the fateful plunge – if I ever really wanted to grow and receive love in this way I needed to commit, so I went to the desk to do the paperwork. Again a tech informed me that there was an infection on her wound from being neutered, and I would have to take her to a vet for antibiotics. My stomach churned – part of me wanted to back out again, and just go home and keep things comfortable and the way they were – far from perfect but manageable. But another voice said, “not this time – time to choose change and take a risk—you may suffer but it’s the only chance to also feel the love you’re looking for.” The volunteer came out with some toys for me to take home and promised to answer any email questions I might have. I took Eva (named after my mom) over to a vet and fortunately they looked at her right away and I bought the medication and took her home. She also had to wear a cone to keep from licking the wound. When we got home I figured she had enough to deal with and took off the cone. I got her set up with a litter box and some water and went out to get some food for her and for me. When I got back and fed her, it was time for my nap. I opened the door to the bedroom not expecting much, since she was still kind of shell shocked from the trip. Twenty minutes later she was lying blissfully in my arms, her nose in my armpit, purring and licking my hand, as I called my friend with the two cats to tell her what was going on. Putting in the medication was a huge challenge. Eva did not want to sit still or open her mouth and kicked and fidgeted and I spilled a bit of the medication on my bedspread. Later we watched the NBA playoffs together, and before bed I put the cone back on her head which kept my up as it banged around the bedroom throughout the night. As someone who has had complete control over my environment for as long as I can remember, this was a bit of a challenge. As dawn approached I wondered if I had made a huge mistake. But suddenly a wet nose was next to my cheek and two little paws were burrowing into my arm, and a warm furry snuggly body was pressed against my side. As I slept fitfully through the remaining hours until I got up, I realized that I was in a Brave New World—I don’t know what the future will bring but it will represent a sharp departure from the status quo in which I had been mired. After breakfast I went back to the pet store for a scratch pad; when I got home Eva was stretched out on her little pillow bed, her face pressed up to the window, soaking up the sunlight.
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philosophy, ideas
When I was still in high school I wrote a paper in which I said that I defined religion as “the way one accounts for the existence of Life in the universe.” For that matter, if you look around and take a deep breath, how do you account for the existence of anything and everything at all? Whether you believe in a divine Creator, a spiritual force, higher energy or intelligence or even nothing at all, you have to admit that stuff was here long before we got here, and may be here long after we’re gone. So it was with some amusement and a twinge of horror that I watched the 60 Minutes segment last night on patenting genes. It seems that women have been denied gene therapy for cancer because the rights to any gene that would need to be tested and manipulated for any cure is owned by a corporation. This is not a new issue; it was addressed in mainstream fiction by Michael Chricton in his thriller, Next. But the piece on 60 Minutes was not fiction – it involved real people with real lives who were being affected by a legal abstraction for profit over their wellbeing. Attorneys for the corporation which owned the patent made the usual arguments that research would come to a halt or suffer if ownership is not granted to those who make discoveries in biology that would ensure their prosperity. Still, it seems to me that the executives of the company which owns the genetic patent in question would still live quite well if they did not enjoy complete dominion over those who needed their discovery to live healthy lives. But more obvious is the issue of ownership of life itself—or ownership of anything one has not oneself created. We’re still wrestling with the legitimacy of European colonists claiming lands on which they planted their flags as their own. With respect to genes, this is the stuff or blueprint of life itself. Has any human ever created life from inanimate matter? Science now speculates that life “evolved” from organic material, but where did the impetus or energy for living come from? To me, it is the very height of arrogance and presumption for any person to claim ownership of something that was here before he or she ever arrived--based on its discovery rather than its invention or creation. To be sure, those who make such remarkable discoveries are to be held in the highest esteem, and should be able to profit from their talents and insights. But just as we are finally having a conversation over whether health care itself should be a profit-making activity, and insurance companies should be able to withhold care for the sake of their bottom line, it seems that it’s time that we take a deep look at where we stand with respect (pun intended) to life itself. There is certainly speculation that we are at the point in our scientific advancement where we might actually assume control over our own evolution. Our athletes are faster and stronger than ever, and our science is uncovering the secrets behind life and the universe. But is getting richer, bigger, stronger and smarter the ultimate purpose of our existence? Those with children, or believers in something higher, generally espouse another purpose—making life better for those around them and acknowledging their connection with life itself. Patenting a gene enforces separation—I own this (life) and you can’t have it unless you pay me. Acknowledging connection brings in a higher level of intelligence and perhaps—love and reverence. These are human values beyond accounting or a balance sheet. Some countries do not recognize genetic patents while civil libertarians are challenging their validity in the courts. But in an age when the Supreme Court has held that corporations have the same rights of individuals to contribute funds to candidates, I have my doubt how that will turn out. At some point humans may have to appeal to a court higher than the one comprised of Ivy League grads and lawyers. I have to wonder when the owners of genetic patents might actually meet a Creator. At that point would conscience and fear finally kick in, or would they try to buy their way into heaven with their stock options? We can have legitimate disagreements about when life begins and even where it came from or what it is—but as to who or what it belongs to—that needs to remain an issue for something or someOne that hasn’t been interviewed on 60 Minutes.
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philosophy, ideas
I had been apprehensive about going to lunch with my two old friends from high school, but William was coming in from the Bay area, and we’d had a wonderful reunion two years earlier, and I looked forward to seeing him again. Robert had live in L.A. for a long time and we had gotten together over the years a number of times, and he was always generous, warm and cordial. But through no fault of his own, he had had the career that I thought I always wanted. While I floundered as a screenwriter he went from one success to another and is now very successful in the entertainment industry. On a personal level too, he has a family, a house in a wonderful location, and seemingly everything anyone could want. By many standards I have also done well for myself in high tech, but I couldn’t help comparing myself to Robert. And as Robert retraced his career for William and me, I realized that he had actually been well-connected in Hollywood when I was writing screenplays. He’d been bi-coastal, but if I’d been a bit more aware, I might have reconnected with him at that time, and things might have turned out differently for me. We had worked together closely on the high school newspaper, almost as partners; surely if we had been in touch when I was first in L.A., other doors might have opened. At one point Robert said that he had realized at the time that the movie business was not about writing or creativity so much as it was about deal-making, and that had been what he was doing. I couldn’t help but wonder, if we’d connected at that time, if one of those deals would not have been mine. But I was 35 at the time—I knew it all—I lived in my own world and was not open to many of the opportunities that the greater world afforded me. As the lunch continued, instead of enjoying the vibe, questions churned inside me along with feelings of jealousy and regret. And I did not like myself for these feelings either, so I castigated myself for having them, and after the lunch I told William about my feelings and how I wondered whether I had really missed the boat almost 30 years earlier when I didn’t realize that an old friend was in a position to possibly help me with my career. William was empathetic and said that one never knows what might have happened. Indeed, I have written in the past about my own demons and how if I had found great success early on, I might very well have succumbed to forces that would have damaged me badly or even killed me. And there were many other reasons why I probably didn’t connect with Robert sooner. For one thing I never felt comfortable with the entertainment crowd and made my feelings known in ways that often pushed them away – not a very good networking strategy. I had also assiduously avoided the rat race of “making it”, settling into a comfortable existence that allowed me to play tennis and enjoy my life in many other ways while others were climbing corporate ladders. It didn’t make a lot of sense for me now to try to reconstruct my choices and come up with alternative scenarios that simply did not come to pass, and wallow in regret, and yet that was what I was in jeopardy of doing. And worse, I was watching myself doing it and knowing it was unhealthy. Later when I reflected on this with other people, I remembered how warm and friendly both guys had been, and how much we still have in common. William is also the child of Holocaust survivors and an immigrant, and he had shared with me at one point how much therapy had helped him understand and come to terms with his own unique background and challenges, and face many of the same demons that have plagued me. For example, I realized sitting there that in many ways the success I envied in Robert is not something I wanted so much for myself, but for my father, who had struggled so hard for my benefit. Now that I’ve been working on myself, it was so great to be reunited with William and feel his compassion as I revealed some of my feelings of regret. I also met his son who is graduating from college this year, and William said at one point how wonderful it would be if I moved to the Bay area so we could spend time together—and that we would be like brothers and his son could be my nephew. I realized how incredibly loving that connection was and still is, and how fortunate I am to have found it now. Somehow I need to shift my focus from what might have happened 30 years ago, and didn’t, to what actually happened just yesterday, and its great promise for the future. And even my renewed connection with Robert, with all of its negative subtext—and again none of that is Robert’s doing—can be a source of support and enjoyment if I just let it be what it is—an old friend who now lives in Malibu. So much of the work I’ve been doing concerns a shift from the left brain and analysis and judgment-- to the heart and acceptance of love. Perhaps this experience is a crucible---literally a necessary test for me to witness the folly of my attachment to dreams that never happened, and an ego that was outsized and out of control. In many ways, thanks to the work I’ve been doing, I have come out of the isolation that kept me from connecting with Robert all those years ago, and now have some deep connections with people that love and accept me. I know that I need to join those people in my own love and acceptance of myself, and have compassion for a young man that made many mistakes so long ago—and be grateful for the man that he can still be today. I need to finally let all of those burdens and expectations go, and accept the many blessings I currently have, and the ways things are right now.
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philosophy, ideas
Two events that happened over the weekend impacted me on a deep level – the earthquake in Chile and the death of the trainer by the Orca at Sea World in Florida. The troubling nature of both has everything to do with that word – “nature.” In my day to day life I am often content to concentrate on my important tasks – work, social connections, and maintaining the status quo. Both these events made me realize that no matter how much I try to ignore it, my life is part of a much greater reality. The earthquake, coming so soon after the one in Haiti, makes me realize that I live on a dynamic planet that is constantly shifting and changing, and transferring energy between its various parts and its inhabitants, along with other energy which we can only begin to suspect with the solar system and galaxy. Given our own physical scale, and the length of time we spend on the planet, we may be spared these influences and blissfully remain oblivious to them. Because of the lights of our cities, we can ignore the fact that we live in an immense universe of unfathomable scale and power—until an event like an earthquake makes us confront, until the next political scandal takes over CNN, that we inhabit a physical universe of incredible power and with forces way beyond our control. Nature has ways of getting our attention, and reminding us that we exist, physically here and now, and that our existence is in many ways precarious. The Orca issue made me also cognizant of the fact that we humans are a species of animal exercising dominion over other species – for the time being – which has moral consequences. While I felt good that a sizable number of commentators pointed out that an Orca should not be kept in confinement and made to entertain with dumb tricks for a living, the fact that this is not obvious to every human on a deep soulful level is troubling. Our inability to hold other life, particularly intelligent life, in the its proper reverence has been evident for a long time, and it’s nice that some folks are waking up and science for example has realized just how remarkable these sea mammals are—but one look at the depressed dorsal fin of the animal that killed that trainer would indicate to any sensitive soul that that animal was deeply troubled and if it was filled with rage, who could blame it. My mother, who unfortunately would have known, once called Sea World a concentration camp for penguins. But to sense all of this deeply and profoundly, you would need to no longer take your human-ness for granted – you would need to acknowledge that you’re part of a natural order that has consequences, even if you are the “dominant species”. Both of those issues bring me back to the matter of scale. If the universe is truly 14 billion years old, life on this planet is quite a recent development, we (as a species) have only been here for the tiniest fraction of that time, and as individuals of course we live here for a split second of cosmic time. Within that period of our lives, many of us think we are in control of circumstances – until an event like Chile or Haiti imposes the reality of the higher scale upon us. But can we be conscious of our lack of control without such an event, or simply by taking it in? And what if anything of consequence do we really control? Some teachings suggest that the only thing we can really influence is our own attention. If that is the case, then remaining oblivious to the matters of scale that could crush us at any instant is probably part of our survival mechanism – because otherwise we’d be terrified all of the time. So how to balance the reality that may come into our senses, however briefly and frighteningly, when we watch CNN, with our day to day need to survive mentally and emotionally and yet try to be conscious and sensitive? It’s interesting to consider that other societies may have used various drugs to let these feelings in on a limited and traditional basis—with the guidance of shamans and priests—while we have science to provide us with frightening “facts” of scale to which we have little relation, and media to scare the crap out of us. Lately there has been quite a bit of speculation about the Mayan calendar, and its ability to connect with a 26,000 year planetary cycle that some see as ending in 2012. Not surprisingly books and movies have focused on cataclysmic events that may transpire. But it would be interesting to know how the Maya really experienced this planet with their combination of science, art and religion—although it seems that if you were a slave in that culture interesting might not be the right word. Or exactly why the Egyptians (or someone) apparently decided to use a million blocks of stone to construct an almost indestructible scale replica of the earth and connect it to the Sun and perhaps even other stars. But certainly our day to day existence totally denies the reality of the cosmos in a way the Maya and Egyptians apparently did not. Millions of us go through life hypnotized by media and with a certainty that we know what is going on and what our lives mean: a paycheck, a relationship, raising kids, and so on. Then suddenly for a brief instant we are connected to realities of a much higher scale. Do we ignore them, and simply move on to the next event in our own lives, or can we take them in, connect to their power, and let them influence us in ways that are not merely terrifying, but speak to the potential for our own spiritual or higher purpose and evolution?
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philosophy, ideas
To me, the most interesting guest on the many talk shows about Tiger Woods, was John Gray, the author of Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus—because what is so clear is that both genders see the situation from a different perspective. Another guest discussed how hard it would be for Woods to repair his image with women. I’m not sure women can understand the extent to which men are conditioned by a culture that demands that they succeed and win at all costs, and that their payoff is sexual gratification with the women in beer commercials and girls gone wild videos. For men, this fantasy is the same as the need for a perfect body is for women—a compulsion they know is self defeating but is deeply programmed. So for manysingle men like me, there is a sense of compassion and understanding for Woods' situation. While his breaking of vows of marriage is indefensible, I can understand how it happened and I took his statement at face value. What struck me the most was his discussion about Buddhism and his reference to “attachment.” That is what leads me to feel that he is sincere—because only a sense of surrender to something higher can heal the illusions men carry of what will make them ultimately happy. Let me admit that I have been in therapy for my own wounds, not nearly as dramatic as Tiger’s but for me very powerful and difficult demons. When I was in college I came home and told my dad, “money isn’t important to me. I don’t need it to be happy.” This was a blow to a man who had struggled his whole life to make it here in America after a horrific ordeal in Europe, and who saw money as freedom and the key to fulfillment. Despite what I said to my dad in college, I eventually began to see things the same way, and embarked on a mission to “make it”. Somewhere along the line I found myself with a nice bank account but it was never enough, and I had no idea of how to love and be loved. I also bought into the notions of my peers, and my father, that seeking my own sexual pleasure was a worthwhile lifestyle. At a low point I tried to connect to women who I only believed would be with me for what I could provide or give them materially, and my feelings of unworthiness led me to dull my emotions in any way I could. My romantic fantasies were such that I believed that only another person’s love would complete me and make me a man among men. Women were a prize or possession, not human beings with energies and feelings with whom I could deeply connect. And many women I met ratified those feelings and fears by only granting me their attention and devotion if I fit the image they had in mind as a provider. Now, in my own work on myself with a therapist, I am trying to ascertain exactly who I am and what will fulfill me—because I tried many of the things Tiger tried. While I wasn’t outed by the media, I realized on my own that it wasn’t working. In my case, I broke up a relationship to pursue my “independence” and deny my need for deep connection—and all it did was make me confront my own loneliness and isolation. I hit the wall and needed help. And that brings me back to Woods. From a very early age his own bond with his father made him need to prove himself and make it—and he certainly did. I would not be surprised if like me he had to deny his childhood wants and desires and become a man very early—his obvious drive and discipline as well as the sense of control testifies to that. Then his father died, and the main reason he had for living died too—but he kept doing the only thing he knew –competing and winning and he tried to fill the void with the traditional roles of a marriage and a family. And at the same time he finally felt he had the right to try to satisfy the need to fulfill what he believed were desires that would make him happy—he said that he felt he had earned that right—regardless of the consequences. We can view that as narcissism to be sure, but it is also quite natural. What Woods has discovered, I believe, is that in his ability to control others economically their love was completely false. Those that truly loved him, and he could not control, were now deeply hurt and distrustful and this sudden awakening left him more alone than ever. His activities with women, while disgraceful for a married man, still seem to me the acts of someone desperately looking for meaning in his life. He seemingly had everything and it still wasn’t enough. Certainly his confrontation with himself came only when he was discovered, but in his position that was inevitable. As a single man, my own struggles in this area—mainly stuffing down my feelings and trying to make inappropriate women love me and fill me up—did not hurt anyone but myself. Woods of course played with much higher stakes and his actions had far graver consequences. But to me, and many people remarked how depressed Woods looked, Tiger seemed like a guy who finally realized he needed help. He had abruptly realized that what really mattered were the people whom he really loved and who loved him—and that he might lose them. Unfortunately for him, his actions have driven these people away and created deep feelings of hurt and distrust. And then, when he was discovered, his own sense of shame was such that he began to doubt that he was worthy of their love. To him right now, I suspect he doesn’t know quite who he really is, and while others urge him to just play golf and win, it has temporarily lost its meaning for him. The self he worked so hard to build and sustain is no longer viable. For a single guy in L.A., it is hard to develop and maintain a network of people to fill those deep needs of connection and mutual love. People come and go and they are best friends for the evening. As an only child, like Woods, I was doted on and spoiled on one level, and very alone on another. I learned to meet my own needs in ways that proved to be empty and vacuous. I believed money and control could get me what I wanted and needed and that my own personal comfort was paramount. And, like Tiger, I spent a long time trying to live up to a notion of manhood and achievement that I assumed would fulfill me, only to learn that it left me empty. So much of my life was consumed by a fear that I might not make it, or measure up, or succeed and when I did I could not enjoy it or let it fulfill me. Now I am trying to learn to get filled up with love, not fear, and to accept it naturally instead of trying to seize or control it. Like me, Woods needs to learn to trust others, ask for help, and yield control and become vulnerable. That doesn’t mean all of his sins should be forgotten or even forgiven—but he is still just a human being—and he deserves some measure of understanding and compassion. Which brings me back to Buddhism. This week the Dalai Lama is here, and to me his message is, simply put: be compassionate with others and yourself. Observe your own tendencies, emotions, fears and beliefs, and don’t fight them but accept that they make you human and be kind. My own struggle is finding fulfillment outside of the roles that I took on unconsciously. Meditation and therapy has made me able to observe (but so far not completely change) how deeply ingrained these “scripts” or “programs” are, and how removed my real core self is from the compulsion to follow these impulses. I’m trying to connect to the person I was before all that programming and conditioning, and it’s hard. For one thing, those beliefs came from and are connected to those I loved most in the world—my parents. Every act of going against many of these tendencies feels a bit like betrayal. My father’s voice is there often telling me – be tough, keep working and struggling, don’t show any weakness. My former girlfriend once asked me what my mantra or central belief was, and I said, “don’t screw up.” She suggested I replace it with “let love in.” But it is very difficult trust in love and lose what you think is a measure of control. In fact, it’s so hard that lots of times I want to go back to stuffing down those feelings or dulling them, or avoiding them with work and achievement. What I’ve begun to discover is that I need to connect to the little boy I never really got to be because I was so determined to live up to what others wanted. I need to protect and stick up for that core part of me and connect on a deep level with those that truly love me---and not succumb to the pressures of a world that want me to be a winner while I lose my deepest self. It’s an ongoing battle, and fortunately I have gotten help--and I won’t have to please millions of people by sinking a high pressure putt and selling products for large corporations. I also have no pressure to be a role model for others. But I now believe that each person who awakens to the need to be loving rather than self serving is an integral part of human evolution. Tiger is no different—except that with his presence and fame, if he can transform he can also be a powerful force for the awakening of others. Hopefully it won’t be by taking on another role and pontificating, but rather by becoming a quiet and humble example of how compassion for others and oneself can lead to peace and contentment.
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Humor
Joe the Burglar shares his experiences and insights about online dating and the life of a single burglar.
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Humor
Joe the Burglar is back, passing on his experience and wisdom to would-be crooks.
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philosophy, ideas
On Saturday afternoon while picking up a prescription, the pharmacist told me that my doctor had asked to be called for a follow up. Before leaving I decided to check my blood pressure on the automatic machine, only to find the reading stratospheric and scary. I walked around the store sorting it out, and realized that I had let the machine read the pressure through my sweatshirt. Surely that explained the high reading since I’d been normal for some time. Without the sweatshirt I was lower, but still elevated. I took a few more readings, each one a bit lower, and decided it was heading down to the normal level and that I was okay. The next morning, just before leaving for breakfast to meet a friend, I opened my laptop to check my nonexistent Sunday email, and found the screen completely white. I took a deep breath, turned it off and turned it back on, and it stayed completely dark; the hard drive light went on for a seconds and then stopped. This happened three times. I left for breakfast considering the consequences of losing my hard drive – data was backed up to my desktop but lot of stuff, like recent email in Outlook, would fall through the cracks. At breakfast I completely forgot about the blood pressure, and was somewhat preoccupied with the laptop issue, but strangely accepting and detached. After breakfast, I tried the laptop again, hoping it would magically reappear (maybe it overheated?) but it was dead. I went to Fry’s and bought a hard drive, returned, figuring the laptop would now work but I would have to reinstall Windows and a lot of other programs, but at least I’d have a laptop. Unfortunately the same thing happened. The hard drive light went on briefly, then off. I called Dell and determined that the cause of my problem was not the hard drive, but a defective failed graphics card or motherboard. I was lucky to get this information, because I was out of warranty. By this time it was late afternoon and I had recorded all the football games. I decided to relax, take a nap and then have a normal dinner and watch sports. After my nap I took a shower and tried a Google search on my graphics card and my laptop for problems, and found many pages of similar issues; it turned out that on the Dell forums several users had had their laptops repaired out of warranty because Dell had acknowledged this issue. I called Dell back, and after talking to three reps from India, for over an hour while I watched the first football game muted, I got him to acknowledge that indeed I had the faulty graphics card or motherboard. This came as we watched three diagnostic lights, one solid and two blinking, and it took me ten minutes of description with him misunderstanding and repeating the wrong sequence to get it right. Then another forty minutes with his supervisor to whom I sent the information from the web sites about those who had been helped out of warranty. He finally promised that he would try to help me but I needed to wait 48 hours for a return phone call. That evening I relaxed and watched sports, but several times I reached for the laptop to check my email or go on Twitter, only to realize that it was upside down and dead on my coffee table (I turned it over to take out the hard drive). That’s when I realized the lesson: this machine was my constant companion and I was connected constantly when I was home. Without it I could still go online and check email, but I would have to go into my office and use the desktop PC. Suddenly, the intrusiveness of the Internet was no longer a constant reality. Until I fixed or replaced my Dell, I would be forced to be with myself, or with television, but no more multi-tasking. I observed myself throughout the evening and noted my discomfort, and the frequency with which, during commercials, I went into the office and checked my email, which again, for Sunday, was virtually nonexistent. The next morning when I awoke I was anxious, but not about the computer, but I was thinking about my doctor and my blood pressure. Shouldn’t I go in and have it checked; after all he had requested me to call. I managed to get a late morning appointment and went in, only to find that the pharmacist had misunderstood and I had not been summoned. But I told him about my experience with the public blood pressure test, and he took me into the examining room and tested me right away. “You’re perfect,” he said. Waves of relief gushed through my body. I had let myself foresee doomsday scenarios based on others’ misfortunes and my own misgivings about my health. Now I had a new lease on life. It was almost a shock to realize that all was well. It also became clear to me that this piece of news rendered my laptop problem insignificant. I returned to Fry’s and exchanged the hard drive for an external USB powered enclosure. Back home I was able to put my Dell hard drive into the enclosure, connect it to my desktop PC, and recover almost all of my important email and calendar information, and other stuff that I had feared would be lost. I began looking at other laptops online, and also at a few stores, but was overwhelmed by the number of new features, different processors and the potential pitfalls of the new Windows 7 operating system. I watched Monday Night Football, and again realized the void caused by the lack of Internet connectivity from my easy chair. Very weird. Dell called me that night, and my supervisor’s assistant informed me that my issue was being looked into. It took me several tries to understand exactly what he was saying. By the next day the discomfort of not having the laptop made me go out and look at replacements and check Craigs List, but nothing really clicked. Then I got another call from Dell – a social media and forum miracle – they are sending me a box to return my laptop for repaid and they would send it back to me in a few days after they received it. Wow. Kudos to Dell when that is accomplished. I’ll be tweeting their praises from my easy chair. Now I am sitting back in the recliner and wondering – what will a week without my computer companion be like? And what does it say about me that I might find it difficult? And what about the millions of text messaging and web connected iPhone and PDA users who need their electronic fix everywhere, not just in their easy chair? Perhaps this is a lesson I should really take to heart (pun intended). First, my health is good, so nothing is wrong on the most important level. Second, I can unplug from the Internet while I watch television – maybe – or maybe I should just unplug from the television as well. Could I do it? I meditate daily but apparently there is still a strong pull for my attention from all sorts of sources that don’t really leave room for me, or my “self” while they’re being accessed.
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philosophy, ideas
A close friend of mine with whom I often talk about esoteric subjects once commented on how I get to positions that require leaps of faith. He said I work from a place of rationality first, and go as far as I can with scientific or factual notions, and then I extrapolate inside to a place that cannot necessarily be validated scientifically, but which grows within me truth. That’s why I loved the Da Vinci Code and am looking forward to reading Brown’s latest work, The Lost Symbol. Last night I watched Stargate for the first time in years, and had forgotten the beginning, where a discredited Egyptologist (James Spader) suggested that the Great Pyramid had no hieroglyphics, wasn’t a tomb at all, but instead a repository of ancient wisdom inspired by visitors from somewhere—when someone said the word “Atlantis” everyone walked out of his lecture. My own fascination with these notions began in my early twenties. When I worked in Cancun a bellman at my hotel actually turned me on to a book about the Great Pyramid by a Mexican writer, Rudolfo Benavides. This was incredibly ironic since I was daily dispatching my tourist clients on tours to see the Mayan pyramid, and the Pyramid of the Sun (Aztec) was in a nearby state. My young friend fascinated me with speculations about the various mathematical and astronomical relationships encoded in the massive structure, which I later supplemented by reading the incredible Secrets of the Great Pyramid, by Peter Tompkins (author of The Secret Life of Plants and also Secrets of the Mexican Pyramids). By now of course there has been massive publishing on this topic and notions of the pyramid shape as doing everything from sharpening razor blades to serving as a power plant in ancient Egypt and supplying some sort of electricity of light bulbs that let them work in the dark. For those who don’t know the various measurements that Egyptologists have taken over the centuries and what they imply, here are a few examples of what the various dimensions of the Great Pyramid may represent: • The perimeter divided by 2 x the height of the pyramid is equal to pi - 3.1416 • The number Phi – or Golden Mean (used in the work of Michelangelo and the basis for the Da Vinci Code) - Φ equals 1.618 and represents a series of numbers (Fibonacci sequence) – 1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,89 and so on where each number is the sum of the previous two. This famous sequence is also found in nature and is the basis for much of biomimicry – engineering that replicates these relationships in human structures. • Aligned to North – knew mass and circumference of the Earth – latitude and longitude • Set in the precise center of earth’s continental landmass • Accurate measurement of the day, year, Great Precession (almost 26,000 years for axis of earth to realign) • Measure of foot and cubit based on earth’s rotation and actual scale And on and on. Tompkins’ book has an Appendix by a noted mathematician expounding on these relationships, and there is additional reference material suggesting that the 3 pyramids represent the constellation Orion, and that the Great Pyramid is aligned with various stars including Sirius, the North Star, and the constellation Pleiades. At around the same time as I discovered Tompkins’ work, Erik von Daniken became a worldwide sensation with his book Chariots of the Gods, which went through a long series of ancient monuments and speculated that all of them must have been built or inspired by greater intelligence of space visitors; in many cases they only made sense when viewed from the sky .Not long thereafter von Daniken was discredited in the mainstream media for various financial shenanigans, and both he and Tompkins, along with their many more recent authors about the pyramids and similar subjects have been the butt of ridicule by conventional scientists and archeologists—just as James Spader’s character was at the beginning of Stargate. But very little of this really mattered to me—I used my travel privileges to go to Cairo and see the Great Pyramid and regardless of its actual measurements, its scale blew me away. The fact that it is just THERE is enough to make you gasp. It’s like when you take a deep breath and stop to think, why is all this here? What is the point of existence itself? This experience was described by Jacob Needleman, a philosopher and writer, at the beginning of his book, A Sense of the Cosmos: Scientific Knowledge and Spiritual Truth. He describes walking past a news stand and seeing a photograph on the cover of National Geographic taken by the new (at the time) Hubble Space Telescope. He briefly read the caption and walked away, but returned a moment or two later when he realized that these weren’t stars – they were galaxies with each tiny speck representing billions of stars. (Also credit Carl Sagan…) Needleman writes if you stand out at night in a place where you can actually see the stars, and look up, you simply cannot get your “head” around this at all. He responds with the notion that “we need to rediscover how to join the attention of the heart to the powers of the mind and the perception of the senses.” This becomes a stimulus or a pointer to a higher level of being or understanding. It’s like following the Fibonacci series out to infinity, or trying to conceive of the largest prime (indivisible) number – which it took a supercomputer to calculate but which obviously cannot “really” be the largest… When you do this, you reach the limits of your left brain – your analytical mind – which science has made the ultimate arbiter of what is “real” in today’s culture. But at this point you sense in your gut with complete certitude that you’ve just scratched the surface of something far vaster and ultimately incomprehensible to our limited set of senses and neurons. It is my feeling that by getting “a taste” of these kinds of experiences that our own capacity to know beyond reason can expand – not so much to explain something that our logic cannot truly comprehend – but perhaps to connect with it on some level. What makes Dan Brown’s books so entertaining is that he fits these puzzles into a genre where the supposition is that there are humans who possess this knowledge today, and who use it, and do not share it with everyone else. This is the basis of esotericism and it is impossible to prove one way or another. According to IONS, “Noetic Sciences are explorations into the nature and potentials of consciousness using multiple ways of knowing—including intuition, feeling, reason, and the senses. Noetic sciences explore the ‘inner cosmos’ of the mind (consciousness, soul, spirit) and how it relates to the ‘outer cosmos’ of the physical world”. What was so fascinating about Stargate was that a particular alignment of symbols could pierce the physical universe as we knew it, and open a dimension into its other side. Today’s renegade Egyptologists (the James Spader character) propound theories of the time of the Sphinx pointing to the existence of human wisdom far before recorded history. Writers like Graham Hancock and Robert Bauval and John Anthony West suggest that striations at the base of the Sphinx prove erosion—so that it existed in “pre-sand Egypt” – before the area became a desert. Their work has been greeted with the sort of derision by conventional Egyptologists as the lecture by the James Spader character at the beginning of Stargate—but it is literally mind-boggling in its implications. And now that there are numerous books and movies about the Mayan calendar and the significance of December 21, 2012, many peoples’ minds are being boggled—albeit with catastrophic predictions of the End of Days that make great fodder for special effects. I still remember an incident when I was travelling in Europe and fainted. While I was “out” I remember inhabiting many worlds and strange places but somewhere in the back of my mind I wanted to get back to my parents and friends in the present – and this desire enabled me to reconstruct a “set of facts” which constituted my location in space (Copenhagen) and time (a date in the 1970’s) and when those facts clicked together like the tumblers of a huge combination lock – my eyes opened, and I was back. Immediately my rational mind reinterpreted this experience so that it “made sense” as being simply “unconscious”. It is my belief that these ancient monuments and the wisdom behind them provide the means for us to explore and experience consciousness itself—by taking us beyond what we “know” to be real to a place beyond “knowledge as we know it”—in a space of breathtaking silence and awe when confronted with an immensity and yet a factual existence that we cannot rationally explain or comprehend, but which is simply there and speaks to us at a much deeper level of meaning. This is the boundless space of existence itself—of nature, mathematics, music, symbol and true wisdom—manifest physically for our senses to experience briefly but for our limited rational minds to ultimately recognize their limitations to comprehend, and leap off into place or time we cannot as yet explain, and perhaps never will.
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philosophy, ideas
There are so many things we tend to take for granted. For me, sitting with my laptop in the living room and transferring files or accessing my desktop, or going online through a wireless network is so routine that I seldom consider what it entails. Energy is flowing through what appears to be empty space. What scientific evidence do we have that it’s happening? Well, obviously if the files open or the web page loads, we know that wireless technology is real. But what about or own technology? Neuroscience has shown that electrical energy actually moves through the brain as we think. In fact, the stimulation of such energy can occur in surprising ways. There is a phenomenon known as “mirror neurons” that fire not by direct stimuli, but rather just by observation. The Fast Company blog describes the findings of Dr. Marco Iacoboni at the Brain Research Center at UCLA who believes that we are actually “wired for storytelling.” His research is based being able to measure the differences in mirror neuron activity when individuals were shown images or told stories by people with whom they empathized or identified; the greater the sense of connection the higher the mirror neuron activity. This is fascinating on many levels, not the least of which is that it is literally a tangible measure of a quality we might term “emotion” in the brain. In some personal matters I had occasion to connect with an individual in a professional setting, but one which was highly charged with emotional energy—and to feel our connection we held hands. Then I moved back across the room, and was asked whether I still felt the connection, and I joked, “I don’t really believe in wireless.” But actually I do, and you probably do too. How many times have had the phone ring just as you “happened to” think about who called? Where this leads me is to the issue of what science considers “real” -- like mirror neurons – and what it considers irrelevant do to an apparent absence of evidence. While we may certainly believe in wireless with respect to our laptops, we may not readily admit to such a belief with respect to our own technology – our minds and our bodies. But the more we connect with either – through meditation, body work or some other “New Age” (and apparently unscientific) method – we can determine the reality directly based on our own concrete experience. Do you miss someone who died or you no longer have contact with? Have you ever identified that feeling in your body? Is it any less real to you than your wireless connection to the Internet? What about compassion, for others or for yourself? Do you experience it when you meet certain people, or even when you see a posting on Twitter or Facebook? Do you sense it inside yourself, can you sometimes feel yourself shutting it off, or denying its reality in order to numb yourself to a painful reaction? In a recent blog entry I wrote about Life Inc.: How the World Became a Corporation by Douglas Rushkoff as a particularly powerful description of why social media is growing as a response to the pursuit of profit at the cost of humanity. (“A shrill condemnation of how corporate culture has disconnected human beings from each other.”) But there is an undeniable movement toward reconnection—from the election of Barack Obama to the growth in social technologies—more and more people are accepting the reality of how important the energy of love and compassion is – and its reality as a physical, psychological and real force of nature. One might speculate as I have that in some ways the Internet is an evolutionary nervous system in its ability to transmit this energy (wirelessly?). But as many have noted, the key to conducting the energy of compassion, love or any emotion is belief. In another blog I mentioned a book by biologist Bruce Lipton, actually titled the Biology of Belief. (Its new subtitle is “Unleashing the Power of Consciousness, Matter, & Miracles”) Such a concept and much of Lipton’s work is enough to give many traditional scientists heartburn. What about you? Can you make the connection between the undeniable reality of wireless energy that performs in our computer technology to the presence of a different flavor of energy (organic but no less real) that permeates our own being? To me the recent advancements in neuroscience, psychology and quantum physics easily let me accept it intellectually—which can be the first step. But in my own experience, through meditation and sensation, I am finally beginning to know it, profoundly in my depth. Unfortunately there is no real manual to troubleshoot our own technology – or perhaps there are too many conflicting manuals – from medical textbooks to religious works. And so there are also no clear answers. But just as my web page loads, and my laptop’s inner state is changed, so too, if I connect with the cells, tissues, organs and senses within me, I can sometimes feel and observe my own state changing. Who performs the observation? That’s a tough call. But the reality of wireless emotion and thought is no longer open to question, at least for me.
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This morning I briefly insinuated myself into a Twitter discussion between Marsha Collier and Chris Brogan, co-author with Julien Smith of the best seller about social media, “Trust Agents.” The topic was a story about a lame video posted on YouTube to address concerns by many irate users on social sites about the messaging shortcomings of AT&T’s network for the iPhone. The video featured a geek called “Seth the Blogger” (not to be confused with Joe the Plumber) using charts and graphs to explain the technical problems AT&T faces in trying to implement messaging properly for the iPhone. Brogan and Collier discussed how ineffective this approach is at a time of social media, and Collier suggested actually responding substantively to issues raised on the social sites and demonstrating that the company is really listening as a more viable response. Brogan, an evangelist for social media, has written often about how suspicious people are of corporations and institutions, so that the more influential people on the web, in social media, are dubbed “Trust Agents”. They come by this status not because they are CEO’s or spokespeople but because their actions, over time, have demonstrated competence, credibility and compassion in terms of sharing information and building relationships with others (through blogs and “tweets” and so on). More recently Brogan recommended “ Life Inc.: How the World Became a Corporation and How to Take It Back” by Douglas Rushkoff as a particularly powerful description of why social media is growing as a response to the pursuit of profit at the cost of humanity. (“A shrill condemnation of how corporate culture has disconnected human beings from each other.”) If you watched President Obama’s speech on health care last night, perhaps you were particularly struck, as I was, by his description of frank testimony by an executive for a health insurance company in which he admitted that depriving people of coverage was a policy in line with what Wall Street demanded for the sake of shareholders, in spite of the fact that people were dying and suffering. This is another blatant example of the corporate trend in customer “disservice” that is perhaps exemplified by the inability in many cases to call a company on the phone and talk to a human, and if one does, the human is reading a script and sounds like a robot. To me, the growth of social media is, as Brogan and Collier also point out, a movement in opposition to this trend, to reimpose real and tangible human values over those of abstractions like profit and financial gain. Wikipedia defines “Humanism” as “a perspective common to a wide range of ethical stances that attaches importance to human dignity, concerns, and capabilities, particularly rationality. Although the word has many senses, its meaning comes into focus when contrasted to the supernatural or to appeals to authority.” In my lifetime the distrust of authority has grown from a soft whisper to a bellowing roar as we have seen the growth of multi-national corporations and the pervasive power of influence in Washington. While many might still scoff at Twitter, Facebook, blogs and other social sites, the fact is that their rapid growth speaks to the need for people to locate and connect with similar sensibilities both for their own nourishment and sanity, and also to counteract the megalithic powers that threaten to snuff out humanistic values. When United Airlines broke a musician’s guitar and ignored him, his video on YouTube went viral, and suddenly he had power as an individual and the company had to take note and respond. In this way the democratic aspect of social media is in complete harmony with American values of fairness and individual responsibility and autonomy. Corporations and governments are certainly not all or intrinsically bad; many of our blessings would not exist without them. But we must not lose sight of the fact that these institutions are frequently run at cross purposes to the needs of many of our citizens. There was a time when money represented the value inherent in tangible labor, goods or services. Now it has become a blip on a computer screen and an abstraction so that the recent prosperity came at the expense of huge debts amassed by financial wizards with no direct relationship to actual labor, goods or services. Instead financial instruments which leveraged debt at ratios as high as 40:1 on the dollar have made a few wealthy and many destitute. Some like the Dalai Lama have suggested that this economic crisis was a wake-up call for humanity to reassess its most basic values. And Social media is in many ways a natural response to these inequities, both in terms of the need for anyone and everyone to be heard and listened to, and also to reclaim the disproportionate power of institutions that abuse their might. We have seen even more dramatic evidence of the power of social media to inspire and motivate disenfranchised people in places like Iran. The fact is that human needs trump abstractions like a balance sheet, and will be recognized, one way or another. It has become a global phenomenon. Of course some people will use their own concept of humanism to assert their views over others, but what social media has shown (and Brogan’s term is “social capital”) is that people inherently recognize truth and decency over time, so that those with influence on the Internet generally earn it. Human ingenuity has given birth to a new global nervous system, the Internet, through which humanity may be coming to its senses--with social media leading the way to a new recognition and reevaluation of priorities--so that people and decency matter more than power and greed, as we connect with one another in networks of community and renewed understanding. The alternative is not pretty.
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I’ve posted about Juan Enriquez before and his talks on the TED web site. His latest talk about the future of our species is both troubling and exciting on a number of levels. What Enriquez posits is that we are in the midst of a “reboot” in which our entire civilization will be transformed by developments in genetic reprogramming, tissue regeneration and robotics. He suggests that the developments in these fields will be able to overcome the current economic problems with long term solutions to human health, and generate a new boom economy. In his talk he suggests that without these developments our current economic situation is direr than we even imagine. The examples that Enriquez points to are amazing—including a fully mobile robot on four legs that moves elegantly and can carry 350 pounds called “Big Dog” from Boston Dynamics. (Don’t bother looking up the stock listing, I did and the company seems to be private). Toward the conclusion of his talk Enriquez goes through a brief history of the universe and points out, once again, how brief the tenure of homo sapien is on the planet and suggests that any concept that we are the apex of evolution is “a bit arrogant.” Nonetheless, he suggests that the reboot that is taking place is evolutionary, and will result in the ability of humans to control their own evolution (homo evolutus) and that of other species (which is already happening). Of course it can be argued that we are currently controlling other species mainly by exterminating them at an incredible rate, and that the same may happen to us. Eckhart Tolle, for one, thinks the jury is out on our ultimate survival or extinction, particularly if we fail to respect Life itself. And that is where I think Enriquez again poses some amazing questions, but falls a bit short with the answer. It was Enriquez’s original talk at TED on genomics that profoundly influenced me in my current belief in the existence of higher intelligence; the analogy between computer programming (devised by our intelligence) and the genome (DNA programming based on logic and not random events), when considered on the level of a scale much higher than we can imagine, indicates to me that existence is not chance. In fact, genetic programming is part of the reboot that Enriquez describes. But science has also found that while Enriquez may certainly be right and we are on the verge of “managing” our own evolution, that evolution itself may not be a random occurrence. Bruce Lipton, in Biology of Belief describes how microbes will change their cellular biology (evolve) to become immune to toxins and survive. To him as well, and to a growing group of scientists, this is evidence that Life evolves intelligently and not randomly. So is this impending ability to manage our own evolution just a lucky break for humans (our brains got really big at the right time), or something that is influenced by a higher level of understanding? My contention would be that the ultimate outcome of homo evolutus will be determined not on the basis of how smart he/she becomes, but on how wise. It is certainly foreseeable (one need only look at Nazi Germany) that these amazing scientific advances will be used not only for good, but to control and conquer. It is also fascinating to note that the scientific advances Enriquez touts come at a time when parts of science (quantum physics, biology, neuroscience) are being stretched and teased to venture beyond former materialistic boundaries. So it would seem to me that concentrating only on mechanistic evolution in terms of reengineering our species is a miss. Without the simultaneous psychological and perhaps moral evolution, our species will still be in big trouble, even if Enriquez’s “reboot” is successful. The technologies Enriquez describes would fall under the heading of a currently popular buzzword – they are “disruptive.’ In the currently popular social media space, disruptive technologies are hailed as those that revolutionize industries and culture and lead to new opportunities and perspectives; however, the concept of disruptive as inevitably good is misguided. It has taken over our culture to the point where dark and violent films are incredibly popular, and its opposite – harmonious – is viewed with scorn and derision as “boring.” Unfortunately, it would seem that being disruptive to life as opposed to harmonious with its innate intelligence has already gotten us in a lot of trouble. Our oceans are dead, our air is polluted, and toxins are everywhere. If anything, it would appear that for the reboot of technology to succeed in revitalizing not just our economy but our civilization, it will need to be accomplished in alignment with the principles and intelligence of life, and not just for profit or the sake of materialistic science. The ideas that come out of conferences like TED are incredibly exciting, and I find Enriquez’s work in particular thought provoking and inspiring, but if anything it points to the inescapable conclusion that for our evolution to be truly intelligent, it cannot be based only on the ideas in our human left brain, but in harmony with the higher level of intelligence at work in the 13.7 billion year history of the universe. If we continue to celebrate our disruptive capabilities we do so at our peril.
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In my blog on Social Media as a Woman’s World, I mentioned the shift from considering social media as a standard marketing and self promotion platform to making a commitment to active participation and building relationships. I still think that this is where Facebook and Twitter are taking us—the well known concept is “don’t sell the dogfood, talk about dogs”, and when we share our ideas and passions about dogs then out of that community a sense of connection, growth and well being can develop which is really powerful. On the other hand, as we all know, a big part of Twitter and Facebook, is just people telling the world what they’re doing and how great it is. I may get in trouble here, and I am certainly open to comments, but there is a fine line between sharing something of deep interest to yourself, your art, your passions, your ideas and interests, and talking about the fabulous parts of your life is in a way that may convince others and yourself of your importance. When our use of social media crosses over into this “I can top what you’re doing” area, it becomes, I believe, what Eckhart Tolle calls “compulsive doing.” He describes in his books how the ego is constantly trying to be first, to be better, to be more, and how this is such a trap to any peace of mind, because anything you achieve in this state is so transitory. This kind of grasping is an automatic escape from your conscious self and any effort to be mindful, present and aware, and to listen and respond to the real concerns of others around you. How many people do we know or see that make a show of how busy they are – frequently as an excuse for not keeping one commitment or another? I suspect that this treadmill of constant achievement is a big part of what led to the financial meltdown and literal “slowdown” that is taking place today. It is an absolute requirement that people finally take a deep breath and consider what is really important in life. This was brought home to me by an experience I had during the past couple of weeks. There is a person who had been on the periphery of my circle of acquaintances whom I finally met at an event, and we spoke for a fair amount of time. About a week later, I saw this person and our eyes met as we approached but there was not the slightest recognition in their eyes, and we did not acknowledge each other. I had been on the verge of saying hello but pulled away. Immediately I began thinking about other similar experiences where I had met people on more than one occasion, and they had acted similarly, and I had judged them as either being rude or oblivious. Then a few days later this person friended me on Facebook. Now I reexamined the situation and decided that I could have easily lifted the veil between us and spoken up, and reached out to this person, rather than expecting the opposite. The bottom line is that we were both unconscious in our own way, and in many ways in the grip of a set of fears, not the least of which was being overlooked, being insignificant and probably most important, being completely wrapped up in our own drama and not open to other influences. We were both “busy”. My ego had made me right as I judged our encounter. But we were both wrong—actually I may have been more wrong because at least I was present enough to recognize this person and I pulled away. The same thing happens online. Some of us broadcast on social media. We ego trip on Twitter and Facebook. But more and more people are learning to engage—to listen and to respond—and even in what some men like me may perceive as idle chatter, this channel is opening up between people as they share things of personal significance. Of course, no one really knows the motivation behind someone else’s post or update, just as no one knows the motivation behind the blank look. And we can post online and go a long time without acknowledgment, and then the sheer amount of chatter and information can easily overwhelm us. We can feel more isolated as we begin to think we’re alone in this vast sea of information where everyone else is connected. That’s the fear again. The alternative is to participate openly and without expectation of immediate reward or gratification-- which the “experts” tell us is the essence of social media. Can we truly feel community through an electronic device? I’m not sure and I’m still inclined to view the online world as a conduit for something more “real”—connecting in person (not romantically but humanly). But if we pay attention to what others post, and our own reactions to it and the motivation in our own online efforts--we can make some amazing connections, not the least of which, to ourselves. We can begin to observe our own fears and motivations and perhaps grow beyond them, evolving from a space of service rather than the fear that separates us from one another. On a more mystical or philosophical level, I recently tweeted “What if everyone followed everyone? Then there would only be one Mind—the meaning of Twitter?” No one responded. Oh well.
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Like many of you, I read John Hazlehurst’s article “Liar, Liar” as well visiting the cyberdating expert’s site – Julie Spira – who is a member here. I can tell you that a few years ago I got a message online from a woman who recognized my profile from another site we had both been on previously, and she asked me how I did it. What? I asked. How did you shave five years off your age since the last time I saw your profile? So I am guilty like so many of us of thinking that the real me could not “succeed” in the dating world. Unfortunately this speaks to the deep insecurities of many of us, and in fact the success of online can probably be traced directly to the fact that we can try to mask some of these perceived shortcomings behind a virtual profile. Of course I realize that this is a mistake, if in fact the objective is to transcend fantasy and actually connect in the real world. In fact, I have long been a proponent of honesty in almost everything I do, mainly because it makes it so much easier to keep my story straight. But I guess what troubles me about the quotes in the “Liar, Liar” piece and what I hear around me in general is the anger and harsh tone of people involved in something that is essentially an interpersonal endeavor to find connection. It’s really about humanity, not statistics. I completely understand that for women in particular, who may want to start a family on a sound foundation, economic security and sexual compatibility are key issues. But especially because women have fought objectification of their physical characteristics by advertising, mass media and men in general, I would have hoped for a bit more understanding. Everyone, ultimately, is entitled to their personal preferences, and to pursue them vigilantly and vehemently. (And, everyone is ultimately entitled to end up alone). But hearing terms like shorty, broke loser and baldie thrown around casually and disparagingly seems to lack the compassion and humanity that is such a key component to genuine connection. Again, don’t misunderstand. I am not saying that women, for example, should date (or give a chance to) a man who misrepresents his age and is in fact old enough to be their father. But I truly believe that when you become this jaded, harsh, judgmental and angry in your castigation and objectification of anyone, and particularly the members of the opposite sex that you are seeking to attract, you basically hurt yourself. Unfortunately dating has become an exercise in commoditization, and the web sites that make money on singles are a big part of that. Everyone says that until they actually meet they know nothing because of “chemistry”, which is undeniable, and yet everyone looks at pictures that they sense are not representatives and then form an impression based on a set of data that they try to interpret as though they were a corporate analyst. On the other hand, out in the real world, everyone is terrified of looking foolish or being sued for sexual harassment or stalking. This combination of factors has led everyone, women and men, to be extraordinarily guarded and circumspect in their approaches to potential partners in an area where openness and a bit of daring or risk taking might serve them much better. Almost every profile I read, even those clearly looking for alpha males who are very successful, want some qualities like sincerity, sensitivity and warmth. But here’s the real problem: in order to attract those qualities clearly you need to manifest them. If you’re at a party and a man who is old enough to be your father asks you out (like me), can you recognize the humanity of the gesture or do you need to snicker at him to your friends after he slinks away? All that any of us really want is a sense of connection, and that doesn’t necessarily mean a wedding or an affair in Paris—it can simply be a few minutes of sincere conversation and wishing each other well. The harsh tones that I hear from men and women also speak to a sense of entitlement that is really out of whack. The woman who has to have a man who is 6’2” or the man who requires a supermodel brain surgeon is clearly looking to meet a need that is much deeper than any other person can fill. I am not suggesting that people drop their dreams, settle or compromise, but rather that they realize that the only way to possibly meet these perceived needs is from their inside, by healing the anger and lack that they feel and manifesting the qualities they truly seek to attract. That 6’2” guy with the house in Malibu may be watching you, wondering whether to ask you out, and when he sees you dump on the short bald loser, he may just turn around and walk away.
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I’ve been thinking lately of the amazing effect Michael Jackson’s death has had on so many people, and while the sheer volume of media attention has surely contributed to the phenomenon, other factors are clearly at work. For me, I had musical favorites in my life but their personal lives never really affected me. Still, I can recall the circumstances under which I heard most of the Michael’s songs – I was generally “looking for love in the wrong places.” Michael’s songs were dance numbers that went on for quite a while, so I remember that I would either be dancing with someone and wondering when the song would end, or waiting for the song to end so I could screw up my courage to ask someone else to dance. The routine epitomized the emptiness that probably contributed to Michael’s demise. I remember dancing with women who never made eye contact seldom asked my name or much else about me. While deep inside of me I realized that these venues were not where I was likely to find any kind of real depth, connection or love, I was drawn to them by the surface sensuality of the women, the lure of quick and casual sex, and of course the music. When I connected with someone, it was invariably these surface qualities that became paramount; first of all I would not show interest in anyone who did not appeal to me on the surface, and then that personal would want to know what kind of job I had, where I lived, and what I drove. Since I was ultimately dissatisfied with my status in these areas, struggling in my own way for the fame and fortune that Michael had in abundance, I told myself that I could be happy and fulfilled in the future – when I “make it” I will have lots of friends, fall in love, and there will be no more loneliness. I also was convinced that if I “made it”, I would finally be among the elite of society who would fully appreciate my talents and insights. Certainly in the coveted inner circle of others who had “made it” there would be peace and happiness. Where did these concepts come from? If I am honest, they came from my father, my peers and the culture, which placed “making it,” particularly in material terms, at the top of the hierarchy of personal requirements. In thinking about it, with my dad it was actually kind of contradictory, because on a personal level my father was extremely loving and warm, but in “preparing me for life” he stressed being tough minded and making it to the top. It seems that Michael’s father drove him particularly hard for success, and presumably held out the same promise that when Michael made it, all would be well. The tragic irony of course for Michael is that he really “made it”, and yet all of that fame and fortune could not fulfill his need for real love, and he needed the continuing adulation of millions to make him feel satisfied. His life manifest the ultimate disconnect between outer success and inner yearnings for true connection and love. All of the descriptions of his personal life talk about his loneliness and isolation, and the anxiety he felt on many levels probably led to the sleeplessness that ultimately cost him his life. Yet the millions who are flocking to memorialize him generally have the same aspirations and values; their consumption of his music and identification with a “legend” that they never personally knew speak to their need to find fulfillment in areas that Michael discovered – when he had them in abundance – could not fill him up. The lucky people are the ones who discover that you’d better find connection, peace and happiness before you make it because if that’s how you expect to get it, you’re in for a rude awakening. One man who wrote about this discovery is a scientist, Mani Bhaumik, who came from one of the poorest areas of India, got a scholarship, and made a fortune as one of the developers of the laser eye surgery procedure that is now so popular. Living in Los Angeles, Bhaumik describes his ascendancy to the fast lane in his book, Code Name: God, and its culmination at a pool party at his resplendent home in the hills where he ultimately came face to face with the meaninglessness of his materialist existence, and his ride to fame and fortune. Bhaumik’s experience led him back to his Indian roots, and his scientific background made him look closely at quantum physics as a basis for a connection with a higher level of intelligence through meditation. He went from Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous to a personal journey of self discovery, and many of his friends disappeared from his life. There are many stories of Michael Jackson’s (true) friends with his real interests in mind who urged him to get off the insanely self indulgent and materialistic ride that led to his isolation and his death. (If you object to my characterization, take a look a the special on Neverland on CNN, or recall the excesses that were routinely the focus of Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous). It might be postulated that Michael’s ego and his appetites overwhelmed his better inner wisdom and nature, to the point where he could not control them. With deaths like Michael’s and the many other famous people who have passed recently, I have begun to reflect on where I might be if I had “made it” to the extent that I once so yearned for. It would have taken an amazing amount of good fortune to enable me to avoid many of the same pitfalls; the fact is that I looked for material and sensory gratification at my own level of success for years. In terms of a deep relationship, fame or great success would most likely have allowed me to attract women whom I was much better off having reject me, as it turned out. At this point in my own life I am reassessing my true nature, and discovering that my sensitivity to a different set of values certainly serves me better than the one I took on earlier in life. Sometimes that path leads to its own kind of isolation and loneliness. When I watch commercials on televisions, for example, I am constantly conscious of how they appeal to my sense of lacking something that I really don’t need, and that if I had would not fill me up. When I watch others around me I sometimes feel disconnected from many of the things that they value and hope to get. There is a growing sense of power and inner satisfaction in finding your own way and making up your own mind that I am only now beginning to discover. It’s sad that Michael could never jettison the adopted values of the world he wanted so desperately to embrace him, and find the strength and path to accept and love himself as he was, not as others would have him be.
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